• Light/Dark
  • Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):

I realised inactivity here could be percieved as death

M

meatballlover

Student
Feb 23, 2026
111
So for the record, even though I'm definitely not the most active or most well known user by far, practically nobody to you, I declare that if i were to ever CTB you would know about it. Currently I've been getting a bit better in life. Not perfect but it's not torture. I can go by my day without thinking about suicide on good days which i find quite impressive for myself. I sort of just live for small life pleasures - good food, days off, pets etc. I also sort of started to focus more on gaming and improving in it, geometry dash to be more specific. I guess thats about it. I am not happy with my life and i don't think i ever will but in the current state i learned to tolerate it.
This is more of a statement than a discussion sorry about that.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: troubled_puppet, alivebutnotliving, spero_meliora and 6 others
You must log in or register to reply here.

Similar threads

Tomorrow Is Today
Anyone else miss the person they used to be?
Replies
12
Views
395
Suicide Discussion
piger
piger
Saponification
Venting Thinking about doing it.
Replies
0
Views
155
Suicide Discussion
Saponification
Saponification
spacefreightergirl
Venting I wish I could at least dissociate from reality
Replies
3
Views
357
Suicide Discussion
DeersCanTalk
DeersCanTalk
Sakura.
Suicide - the last and only positive thing that can happen in my life
Replies
3
Views
370
Suicide Discussion
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
strawberryshark
accepted for ect (another thread from me)
Replies
9
Views
407
Suicide Discussion
dust-in-the-wind
dust-in-the-wind
Top Bottom