How can I get the location I want to press right? And if I had continued, could I have succeeded?
Yes, I intended to end it all. But I was scared that they would save me... I was alone at home, I wasn't sure what time my parents would arrive. In the end, they were out for 2 hours... I regret not trying more. About 7 seconds.
Nothing is guaranteed but putting pressure on your windpipe is most likely gonna make your body panic and try to fight yourself from taking your life. Choking generally comes with a strong reaction of your body (survival instinct) which is why people try to cut of the artery instead. If everything goes right it will knock you out in a few seconds and you won't feel anything aka your body can't fight it.
I did this before trying, I placed the rope exactly where this sensation happened. I really don't know what must have gone wrong :(
So is turning purple in this situation is normal? Another thing, like I said, my shower isn't very high... unfortunately it's the only place that could support my weight. So I hang down and start trying to get on my knees?
Great to know I was on the right path. Unfortunately, I don't have any more places to tie it down:( it's the only place that can hold my weight.
How does this other method work? Never heard of it. I tried to tie it to a doorknob, but I couldn't... I think I spent about 10 minutes trying to tie it correctly. What I did was: I climbed onto the toilet and opened the glass door that leads to the shower... that way, I could tie her up without any problems. So I got down and started trying to get on my knees. The door has a support at the top. I tied on it.
Like someone said, it is dependant on the angle you put the room :) maybe look into partial hanging, it might be easier for you
sanctioned-suicide.net
Thread 'Suicide Resource Compilation'
I also hope that the glass is strong enough... but I think that if I started to struggle, I wouldn't hit the glass. As I tested yesterday, I know that there won't be any glass in front of me, since the door will be openoh ok. partial then. as long as you don't tie it to the shower head. i heard that when si kicks in, people can start thrashing. i hope the glass wall is strong enough.
here's a link to the other method
The "night-night" method mega thread.
Hey everyone, Been talking to a lot of people in the chat and trying to explain this method, and one user wanted me to make a post about it, so here goes everything. We're going after a classic idea of using a blood choke, except, it will be against ourselves. In the privacy of our own...
Hello... well, after a conversation with someone I really love, I decided to try and get this idea out of my head. Obviously it won't be easy... but I want to try it for them. Thank you for your concern :).. I have been dealing with suicidal thoughts for a long time, I will try to improve, I promised not to disappoint them.
