I hate current me so much. I'm a zombie. I don't do anything except browse youtube all day while I work. I don't feel like myself. The things I used to like, I can't like them like before. The things I used to feel, to dream... they are not there anymore. I'm going crazy, I don't wan't to live if I have to turn into another person, a person that I hate. Nobody is able to help me when it comes to this. I know there ain't no medication in the world that will help me regain my personality. It hurts so much, so so so much.
I feel you, I'm basically the same. I feel like past me had so much more and now I have just become something terrible
bipolar22
Notorious shtposter
- Aug 31, 2022
- 325
Same. Watching tv or listen to music. I do clean my condo but thats my life right now. Fucking chronic gastritis has me living like this for months again now. Very sad and boring
fadedmelanocholy
New Member
- Nov 23, 2025
- 1
me too.. every waking moment i think about how much happier and alive i was when i was younger....
