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NeoN0va

NeoN0va

nearing the end
Sep 24, 2024
211
I find acquiring meto really hard for me, especially that I am a clumsy and shy person.

First, I wanted to get meto myself, but I realised I would probably be unable to get through the barrier of speaking a single word to the doctor. Then, an idea struck my head to get meto through another person, just like I've done with SN, but sadly, I couldn't get anyone to do it for me, so the last option left for me is to try online, but sadly, it's quite expensive looking at my budget.

I will try to do it online, but I will lose around 1/4th of my money, and I'll possibly not even get it due to customs and all the checks. If I won't get it, my ultimate option will be to do it without meto, but I'm worried it might cause me insane discomfort for the duration of my consciousness. If I get my hands on the test strips this monday, I'll do a test with the strips and register it here for your knowledge. I'm currently a complete wreck, to the point where even after a whole day of tasks and feel of insane exhaustion, I just can't seem to feel sleepy; instead, my head hurts like shit, and even music is no longer enough to escape, lol.

Anyways, that would be it for today, peace and goodnight. Hope you all get some well deserved rest from this miserable world.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,101
I hope you find relief from suffering as well, best wishes.
 
HereIGoAgain24

HereIGoAgain24

Member
Sep 2, 2024
67
Is Meto so expensive online? I paid mine something like 10 bucks.
Damn, how did you swing that? I'm in China (where things are generally less expensive), and even that costs me a pretty penny.

In any case, GalacticWarrior777, I'm sorry that you've struggled with this. The amount of hoops people have to go through for a freaking antiemetic is downright absurd- why the hell does our society regulate this more than things people use to kill others? I hope you have success in finding peace.
 
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lalaloopsy

lalaloopsy

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Oct 10, 2024
31
i have the same problem, im sorry it's hard for you too :( i rly hope you find restfullness.

from what i've heard, its possible without meto, but it's uncomfortable. i hope we can both find it!
 
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LostSoul1965

Mage
Apr 15, 2024
566
There are lots of success stories from members who didn't use an AE.
 
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Depressed2

Member
Oct 25, 2024
42
Do OTC AE works?
Is it safe to take them with SN ?
 
EmptyCurtainCall

EmptyCurtainCall

Member
Oct 11, 2024
67
Would you be willing to message me privately which Indian pharmacy? I've struck out with a couple so far and am stuck
please let me know if you're able to find a good seller i'm trying to purchase as we speak but the seller from the pharmacy wants $40 for shipping for $7 medicine .
 
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bob mcbob

Member
Feb 19, 2021
28
please let me know if you're able to find a good seller i'm trying to purchase as we speak but the seller from the pharmacy wants $40 for shipping for $7 medicine .
Where?
please let me know if you're able to find a good seller i'm trying to purchase as we speak but the seller from the pharmacy wants $40 for shipping for $7 medicine .
Where? At this point I'd pay it
 

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