Today, this week, even the past 2-3 weeks, has been one of the most miserable weeks of my life, constant torment and my chronic pain is some of the worst it's ever been. I have finally decided to CTB, I'm going to try do it tomorrow morning, Hopefully this is my last night alive, I just can't take it anymore. I've never even gotten much of break from this since it started two years ago, maybe a day off, that makes it even worse.
I probably won't be able to bring myself to do it, but remember; "If at first you don't succeed, try, try again".
If there is a good afterlife I think I will be the happiest man in world, it's weird to think one moment I'd be on Earth and the next I'd be in a completely different place.
Nobody ever did anything wrong to me, and my parents did everything they could.
I probably won't be able to bring myself to do it, but remember; "If at first you don't succeed, try, try again".
If there is a good afterlife I think I will be the happiest man in world, it's weird to think one moment I'd be on Earth and the next I'd be in a completely different place.
Nobody ever did anything wrong to me, and my parents did everything they could.
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