• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):

Have you tried hanging?

  • I`m female, I tried hanging, I not only pissed myself, but also shat myself

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • I`m male, I tried hanging, I not only pissed myself, but also shat myself

    Votes: 0 0.0%

  • Total voters
    39
lynn14

lynn14

Member
Apr 21, 2019
72
Pretty lifeless...

Hey buddy you were a paramedic and saw some suicide scenes? What were they like if you don't mind me asking? How did they make you feel, and how do they now make you feel considering the fact that you are suicidal yourself? Very curious Thanks.
 
stillwoozy

stillwoozy

Member
May 28, 2019
48
I mean, I'm expecting to look really nasty when I die, regardless of method. But the point is I'll be dead, so nothing will matter lol
 
  • Like
Reactions: Superfluous
W

Willdiesoon

Member
May 22, 2019
6
Yes you will for sure.. I did while attempting without even noticing..
 
  • Like
Reactions: Superfluous
Severen

Severen

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,819
Once I was close to death from losing too much blood... And I was crawling around on the ground, everything was blurry and then later I shit myself. Then I went into death throes and fortunately or unfortunately, I received a blood transfusion right after that... That was fun... Not from a suicide attempt by the way. Just from me, doing something stupid. I wasn't scared though. I felt very much at peace.
 
Last edited:
  • Hugs
Reactions: Superfluous
BipolarExpat

BipolarExpat

Accomplished faker
May 30, 2019
698
Hey buddy you were a paramedic and saw some suicide scenes? What were they like if you don't mind me asking? How did they make you feel, and how do they now make you feel considering the fact that you are suicidal yourself? Very curious Thanks.

You`ve seen? Do you know the hanged?
The hanged are male or female? Did he/she pissed herself?

I understand your curiosity and am certain many others share this interest but must apologize because at this point I'm not prepared to relive such calls/incidents.

I'll just say: nothing greatly out of the ordinary but never pretty.

After being a volunteer paramedic in Thailand for (only) 4 years and some months culminating in the Asian Tsunami (2004), portions of my service are still hard to process/deal with, especially given my current state of mind.

I hope you can understand.
 

Similar threads

C
Replies
0
Views
508
Suicide Discussion
CuriousPotato
C
Sweetsinking
Replies
8
Views
1K
Suicide Discussion
ghost-shock
ghost-shock
StellaOctangula
Replies
8
Views
1K
Suicide Discussion
StellaOctangula
StellaOctangula
nikdiedtoday
Replies
0
Views
109
Suicide Discussion
nikdiedtoday
nikdiedtoday