I liked it here.

[leavingsoon99]

I'm pulling the trigger in a few days. I liked it here. I made a few connections here. I'm eternally grateful for them. They're stronger than the ones I have in real life. I'm going into that starry night. I can't wait. My life has been nothing but pain and hurt. People who I thought were my family were nothing more than demons. I've been hurt more than most people should ever know a person can be hurt. My lot in this life has been that of a total reject. I wouldn't wish that on anyone. I don't know anyone here to any great degree. The few connections I've made... I'm so grateful to you. I love you. I'm not advocating that people do what I'm about to do. I just advocate for self-clarity. If you think you want to self-terminate, please do yourself a favor and get clarity. This is the best thing for me. It may not be for someone else. My hope and wish for someone else is that you take an honest look at your life. There may be something that may tether you to this life. There's nothing for me here. All the people who did love me are dead. To me, the human is beyond help or hope. This version of life is futile (in my opinion). Love is a marketing tool. Good is a myth. Evil will always be rewarded in some way. I refuse to live in a world like this.

Into that good, starry night I go.

 

[alonely]

I wish you find your peace, safe travels

 

[rotciv]

Everything that holds me is nothing really mine. Good luck on your way out

 

[Taylor_._]

I hope you go gentle into that good night :)

 

[SVEN]

Go easy, sleep well.

 

[UKscotty]

Good luck.

 

[CW36]

Enjoy the everlasting peace.

 

[littlelungs]

I'm not advocating that people do what I'm about to do. I just advocate for self-clarity. If you think you want to self-terminate, please do yourself a favor and get clarity. This is the best thing for me. It may not be for someone else. My hope and wish for someone else is that you take an honest look at your life.

Completely agree. I'm 100% pro-choice – operative word here being choice – but I also believe that taking an honest look at one's life and personal situation as objectively as one can whenever possible before making a decision like this, is absolutely critical.

Life can be absolutely brutal, and from what I've seen, it's often some of the kindest people who are struck by the most tragedy. Suffering and hardship is not a competition, obviously, but it just makes it all the more disheartening to see some of these utterly despicable people live these fantastic, luxurious lives while genuinely good and kind-hearted people suffer relentlessly, and it makes me sick to my stomach how – just to name one scenario of countless others – so many abusers are protected while victims are left to rot. That's not a world I want to live in, either.

It is all extremely unfair and cruel, and I'm so sorry for the cards you were dealt and all of the pain you've endured. Even though we've never spoken, I will admit that I'm (selfishly) sad to see you go, and my heart always tightens up when I see a goodbye post on here, but I also completely understand and respect your decision. You deserve your peace and I wish you the smoothest and most peaceful transition into that good, starry night that you've been longing for. You will not be forgotten.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you find peace & freedom! Good luck!

 

[Forever Sleep]

I wish you well on your journey to the stars. You clearly have such a beautiful, poetic soul. I hope you find peace.

 

[QueerMelancholy]

Best of luck to you my friend. Wherever the future meets you I hope it brings peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find the freedom you search for, best wishes.