jawdropped123
Experienced
- Mar 19, 2022
- 220
On wednesday i had a bad experience with a psychologist. I got home i called my doctor asked him for some benzos and went to the pharmacist than i went to the store bought a long rope (it was as thick as a jumping rope) I got home. I tied the rope really tied around my neck. Than i pass the rest of the rope around my neck like 5 times. I holded the rest of the rope tightly at the left side of my neck (for maybe 20-30 minutes) I didnt feel any pain but after i start to feel kinda dizzy and i gave up and took the rope off my neck. I remember i needed to use the toilet so bad but i didnt have much energy to move so i fell asleep. I just woke uo the next day. No pain or anything. Around 3 pm i felt numbness on my neck and it went down to my chest. I spent all night awake cause i thought i was going to die but now i kinda feel better. Was i overreacting? Should i have seeked medical attention at that point? Could this have ended bad? Is it possible that something happen to me even tho days went by ?
