I just want to sleep and never wake up

[Uselessatbest]

I seriously want to ctb. I can't find anyone in the partner thread that lives close by me. I'm sick of life and am trying to leave this Earth asap. Like what the hell?

 

[Ἡγησίας]

You need N and your dreams will become true. Never better said.

 

[theguineapigking]

I seriously want to ctb. I can't find anyone in the partner thread that lives close by me. I'm sick of life and am trying to leave this Earth asap. Like what the hell?

Im sorry to hear that. You must be in incredible pain. I can understand that.


Do you have a plan or method in place? Or is that why you wanted a partner?


N, Sn, co poisoning, and partial hanging are really common fairly painless methods(especially N).

I myself plan to use SN or partial hanging.


I'm here if you want to talk at all. Perhaps about why you want to end it?

Best wishes in the meantime.




Ps. I don't like your username. Uselessatbest must have been a typo, surely? You should change that! ;)

 

[Living sucks]

Don't we all

 

[mediocre]

I pray for this every day and I'm not even religious.

 

[Uselessatbest]

I pray for this every day and I'm not even religious.

Praying is a waste of time. Im not religious eother. If God was real he would be answering prayers.

 

[Tamazi 123]

It would be a dream come true

 

[Thatdude]

If God was real he would be answering prayers.

There is a ton of people in the world. Do you think someone is praying that God doesn't answer anybody else :P

But honestly, while I do believe in something. I don't believe praying does jack outside of the mind of the person who is praying. Like it might make you more happy or whatever. But that's just the person.
I believe in what is called the Clockmaker Theory. The theory is that God created the universe, but is not actively involved in its operation, just as a clockmaker makes a clock that then operates independently of him. I mean for all I know we are in a simulation, but I don't think a higher power is doing jack to help us at the end. At least from what I seen.