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[Duochrome-Seahorse]

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IT
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I WANNA CUT
MY SELF
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I WAN TO
PUT A KNIFE
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AND WATCHM YERSEKLF
VBLEEED
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ALL THE REGRETS
ALL THE PAUIN
THE ANGER
THE FEAR I FELT
I WANT IT ALL TO POUR OUT OF MEEEEE
ALLL OF IT
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MY INTESTINESS
MY STOMACH
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BODY
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I WANNA RIP MY SKIN FFF
I WANNA CUT MYSELF SO CUFGNING BADLY
YOYU DOBN EFUCKIBNG EGT IT
I WLILLLLLLLLL USE A FUCKIBNG KNUIFE
AND STAB MYSELF WITH IT
AND WATCH IT PIUR T ALLL OUT
I WILL GO OUTSIDE
SD FREEZEMYSELF TO SEASYHJ
I WILL DO ITWIOKLD DIW LL DO ITI WILL COF ODUTISJSSSS

 

[AshClouds]

This post is a work of art.

Don't do the train method, it will leave witnesses traumatized. I witnessed the aftermath of one… those images have been burned into my mind, and I can never unsee it.

 

[dinosavr]

Well said :')

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry you're in so much pain but jumping in front of a train needs so much courage and you may end up severely injured only.

I'm sorry you have to go through this. I send a BIG virtual HUG to you. I hope that helps.

 

[cali22♡]

This post is a work of art.

Don't do the train method, it will leave witnesses traumatized. I witnessed the aftermath of one… those images have been burned in my mind, and I can never unsee it.

People who prefer this method don't think about it, they just think that the light will go out. . . that's the sad thing

 

[inneedrelief]

What happened?