I just wanna die

[PrettyKitty]

I have fat knees and legs and it makes me feel like I'm disgusting and it makes me wanna die. I saw a pic of my mom when she was around my age and she had skinnier legs than me slim knees it made me start crying, I've been crying for 30 mins over it. I don't know If I can wait 4 more days to CTB this is unbearable how fat and gross I am and feel.

 

[Roseate]

I am sorry. Have you tried to talk to someone about it? Are you overweight?

 

[MrDarkness]

Don't compare yourself to others, i know it's hard, I wasted half my life comparing myself to others

 

[Aisley]

Aren't there meds you can get that would mellow out these soul crushing crashes you get? I'd even try coke, if I had to live like that. Coke for the crashes, some opioid for the highs, is what I might try, but I have to say, I don't know what this is like, so, grain of salt. Or a pound of salt, maybe.

 

[nyee]

Don't feel bad. I hope you can feel some sort of self-acceptance and become more comfortable in your skin. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder and just because you may not be ideal in society's standard of beauty does not make you ugly.

 

[Dmoore3232]

Try the supplement glycine powder from Bulk Supplements on Amazon. Have like 3-5 grams a night or something mixed with water. It helps with body dysmorphia. You probably have some type of body dysmorphia.

 

[PrettyKitty]

Try the supplement glycine powder from Bulk Supplements on Amazon. Have like 3-5 grams a night or something mixed with water. It helps with body dysmorphia. You probably have some type of body dysmorphia.

thank you maybe i could try that but im going to ctb regardless

I am sorry. Have you tried to talk to someone about it? Are you overweight?

im not as far as im aware but i always feel like i am

 

[Dmoore3232]

thank you maybe i could try that but im going to ctb regardless

im not as far as im aware but i always feel like i am

How old are you?
I have problems with my skin on my face. And it makes me want to commit suicide though I haven't. You shouldn't either.
I am 32, however as we get older we should care less about physical appearances for we are literally rotting as in getting gray hair, etc.

Focus on loving people and being nice to people not about physical appearances. You need something in your life that will make you happy. Trust me we get old quick, do not worry about it.