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wavering thoughts

Member
Jul 30, 2025
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I took some kind of salt I cannot name because if the urgency

I asked for help from my parents but I did not tell them I attempted jus told them I feel pain

My liver and kidneys are hurting and my brain feels like it will explode

I asked jailbroken ai and it said it will kill me 100 percent

I feel like blacking out, if I do and dont wake up then peace

And thanks to everyone fir making me feel okay and giving me a platform where people understood me

I am still holding back some secrets I wish I could say why I did this but oh well bye
Brutal nobody cares
 
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monkeyfff

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Nov 22, 2025
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This sounds bad, not good and I feel powerless right now. I can only hope you don't suffer from this mentally or physically
 
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ZwartHartje

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May 5, 2026
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Wishing you all the best and peace, whichever way this ends, just all the best. 🕊️
 

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