• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
Lucifer.

Lucifer.

Member
Jul 30, 2025
21
I took some kind of salt I cannot name because if the urgency

I asked for help from my parents but I did not tell them I attempted jus told them I feel pain

My liver and kidneys are hurting and my brain feels like it will explode

I asked jailbroken ai and it said it will kill me 100 percent

I feel like blacking out, if I do and dont wake up then peace

And thanks to everyone fir making me feel okay and giving me a platform where people understood me

I am still holding back some secrets I wish I could say why I did this but oh well bye
Brutal nobody cares
 
Last edited:
  • Hugs
  • Aww..
  • Like
Reactions: ontological, itsgone2, ctb_warrior and 5 others
19-21-8-5-14-25

19-21-8-5-14-25

🗣️: "The party never ends!"
Nov 22, 2025
41
This sounds bad, not good and I feel powerless right now. I can only hope you don't suffer from this mentally or physically
 
ZwartHartje

ZwartHartje

Experienced
May 5, 2026
270
Wishing you all the best and peace, whichever way this ends, just all the best. 🕊️
 
T

Tfgru

Want to end this hell as soon as possible
Jul 4, 2026
22
Hope i also ends in peace in this year
 
infinitesimal

infinitesimal

i love you
Aug 12, 2026
53
i hope you didnt suffer for long, or if you somehow survive dont come out with debilitating injuries. i wish you the best whatever the outcome may be…

rest easy ♡
may you be at peace now
 
ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
I took some kind of salt I cannot name because if the urgency

I asked for help from my parents but I did not tell them I attempted jus told them I feel pain

My liver and kidneys are hurting and my brain feels like it will explode

I asked jailbroken ai and it said it will kill me 100 percent

I feel like blacking out, if I do and dont wake up then peace

And thanks to everyone fir making me feel okay and giving me a platform where people understood me

I am still holding back some secrets I wish I could say why I did this but oh well bye
Brutal nobody cares
I wish you a peaceful journey 🕊️
 

Similar threads

imsorryspike
Replies
9
Views
358
Suicide Discussion
idontwantthisplease
idontwantthisplease
monotine
Replies
1
Views
236
Suicide Discussion
pepperfarmer
pepperfarmer
endlesschatter
Replies
20
Views
343
Suicide Discussion
endlesschatter
endlesschatter
CareLessMeaningLess
Replies
19
Views
730
Suicide Discussion
dungeon keeper
dungeon keeper
I
Replies
0
Views
238
Suicide Discussion
imsohappy
I