my life is shit
im from israel
endless war
ptst from fucking bombs and terrorism
everybody's is insane in here
my family hates me and I hate them
I have no community and feel so fucking alone creating clothes and music for fucking no one
and ii just feel out of place everywhere I go I feel horror
I cant stop crying. I have 3000 ideas at the same time of things to create and I just dont know what to choose
my brain is restless
I feel broken
alone
I want to die and yesterday I realized that some opioids and benzodiazepine that I have will most chances not kill me and only cause damage
please what can I do to die anyone can help me
why is it so hard to fucking die why everything is so hard and dystopian and lonely
im from israel
endless war
ptst from fucking bombs and terrorism
everybody's is insane in here
my family hates me and I hate them
I have no community and feel so fucking alone creating clothes and music for fucking no one
and ii just feel out of place everywhere I go I feel horror
I cant stop crying. I have 3000 ideas at the same time of things to create and I just dont know what to choose
my brain is restless
I feel broken
alone
I want to die and yesterday I realized that some opioids and benzodiazepine that I have will most chances not kill me and only cause damage
please what can I do to die anyone can help me
why is it so hard to fucking die why everything is so hard and dystopian and lonely
