I have tried to CTB before and i want to again but I don't want it to fail again.

[ritahaddad]

I tried slicing my wrist once but my god it was painful and the only razor sharp blade we had in the house was like only an inch wide so i had to slash 3 times in the same spot and when it got too painful i went for the other arm. but i couldn't handle the pain it was such a stupid method. ofc my family found out but didn't believe me or didn't care. and now i have two ugly permanent scars. i want it painless and fast who's got any ideas?

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, all I wish for is a painless way to be permanently free from this torturous, dreadful existence, I see so much cruelty in how peaceful, guaranteed ways to cease existing are denied, the fact that people have to suffer so much from trying to cease existing going wrong is just so horrible to me, I hope you find peace.

 

[stinky_joe]

try ligature strangulation. u can read more on the megathread but basically you tie a shoelace around your neck very tightly and reduce the blood flow to your brain. if done right you should feel like youre gonna pass out in about 10 seconds and after that you just keep sleeping for a very long time

 

[ritahaddad]

try ligature strangulation. u can read more on the megathread but basically you tie a shoelace around your neck very tightly and reduce the blood flow to your brain. if done right you should feel like youre gonna pass out in about 10 seconds and after that you just keep sleeping for a very long time

but if something goes wrong i might just end up brain dead and a burden. i want something thats a 100%

 

[the_world_is_on_fir]

I feel u. I'm in the same fucking situation but I've tried lots of time. I'm feeling like the only method that seems worthy is SN. But it seems to hard to get. I'd like to have a solution for u but I don't have it for myself. If u want to talk privately I'm here if it can make u feel better in some way