Venting I have to do this

[BJ1234]

Tommorow Ill be alone at home for a few hours. Which means I will be able to ctb peacefully. Now why?

Well for starters, I feel like ive brought more pain than suffering into the lives of other people in my life and it seems like the world is better when Im dead

2. Im lonely, I have iidk if theyre even still my friends tbh, ive rarely felt like they were my friends



And so I need help, Ive done this 2 times but failed, I have my method and rope ready, I just need the will to do soo. Pls I need tips on how to kms


I dont wanna be ignored or hear say "Oww just dont ctb if youre not ready" Because the more I live, the more I bring suffering to people and the more I suffer.

Pls, I want, no, I need to die

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Im sorry that you suffer this much

But others can't tell you what to do. It is your journey and yours alone.
Besides that, it's against our rules and is seen as assisted suicide in most countries.


Maybe you can read here

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