wisp
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- Oct 19, 2023
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I have what I need for CTB, why then can't I enjoy this little time I have left?
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I find it even more stressful when I have had things for CTB around.
Most people assume having them ready is a comfort blanket, but for me it's the opposite.
The biggest stress was when I had a bag of cyanide powder and heroin in my safe. I'd have to check several times a day etc. Was glad when I got rid.Why should your pain ease when you have your stuff for ctb? That's the same when there's incurable depression, what can therapy do then?
I personally would do things I like before I CTB, things I enjoy to do but having my method ready doesn't necessarily make my life better for the remaining time.Similar threads
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