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wisp

wisp

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Oct 19, 2023
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I have what I need for CTB, why then can't I enjoy this little time I have left?
 
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UKscotty

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May 20, 2021
2,447
I find it even more stressful when I have had things for CTB around.

Most people assume having them ready is a comfort blanket, but for me it's the opposite.

The biggest stress was when I had a bag of cyanide powder and heroin in my safe. I'd have to check several times a day etc. Was glad when I got rid.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,838
Why should your pain ease when you have your stuff for ctb? That's the same when there's incurable depression, what can therapy do then?

I personally would do things I like before I CTB, things I enjoy to do but having my method ready doesn't necessarily make my life better for the remaining time.
 

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