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Blueth

Member
May 9, 2024
60
Hey,

I received SN a few minutes ago. Expiration date 2027. I haven't opened it yet. I didn't break the protected lock.

However, when I hold it in my hand, I hear a sound as if it has become lumpy and hard.

I know it's a type of Salt.

But I wonder if anyone has experienced something like this.


Apart from this, I do not have many medications listed in the guidelines. Here's what I have.

1) Metoclopramide HCl 10mg
(There are only 6 tablets.)

2) Painkiller 500mg (Anti-inflammatory) Active ingredients: 400 mg acetylsalicylic acid and 240 mg vitamin C in each effervescent tablet • Excipients: Monosodium citrate, anhydrous citric acid, sodium bicarbonate, anhydrous sodium carbonate.

Apart from these, unfortunately I don't have any other things.
And unfortunately I don't have the luxury of waiting.

What would you do if you were in such a scenario?
There are other medicines at home, but not the ones in the manuals. Here is the list from another post.
 
Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
938
SN tends to clump so this is probably not a problem.
This is a normal reaction, so I don't think you need to worry.
Mine behaves the same way.

To be successful, all you really need is a clean SN. Other things may increase the likelihood of success a little, or reduce the discomfort.

You have metoclopramide (antiemetic), which is the most important additional element.
For the standard plan you need 3 tablets (3x10mg). So you have enough.

Painkillers are very readily available, so this is not a problem.
I'm going to use ibuprofen 600mg.
Ibuprofen or paracetamol is recommended.

You can be "successful" with a set like this.

You don't need Benzo, for example.
Benzos are useful, but you can do without them.
Their main function is to provide peace of mind.
If you're not afraid of massive panic, you probably don't need them.

There is some controversy around the rest of the recommended products.

Overall, the most important are:
- clean SN
- Antiemetics (highly recommended).
Of course, even if you use anti-emetics, you may vomit.

Additional things that are not mentioned in the guides, but I intend to use, are: cooling patches for the head.
For comfort.
 
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cowboypants

cowboypants

Experienced
May 7, 2024
203
I think paraflex and antarax sounds nice to include. But you need to look it up really. Adding too many might give you the opposite effect

Meto + SN is a good base.

You will feel your heart beating fast so an anxiety med would help but not necessary plus a possible headache so paracetamol is recommended
 
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Blueth

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May 9, 2024
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SN tends to clump so this is probably not a problem.
This is a normal reaction, so I don't think you need to worry.
Mine behaves the same way.

To be successful, all you really need is a clean SN. Other things may increase the likelihood of success a little, or reduce the discomfort.

You have metoclopramide (antiemetic), which is the most important additional element.
For the standard plan you need 3 tablets (3x10mg). So you have enough.

Painkillers are very readily available, so this is not a problem.
I'm going to use ibuprofen 600mg.
Ibuprofen or paracetamol is recommended.

You can be "successful" with a set like this.

You don't need Benzo, for example.
Benzos are useful, but you can do without them.
Their main function is to provide peace of mind.
If you're not afraid of massive panic, you probably don't need them.

There is some controversy around the rest of the recommended products.

Overall, the most important are:
- clean SN
- Antiemetics (highly recommended).
Of course, even if you use anti-emetics, you may vomit.

Additional things that are not mentioned in the guides, but I intend to use, are: cooling patches for the head.
For comfort.
I think paraflex and antarax sounds nice to include. But you need to look it up really. Adding too many might give you the opposite effect

Meto + SN is a good base.

You will feel your heart beating fast so an anxiety med would help but not necessary plus a possible headache so paracetamol is recommended
There's no way I can go out and get those drugs. I can't ask my family either. This will make them very upset later. I don't want them to suffer and have thoughts like, "If we hadn't taken those medications, maybe they wouldn't have gotten scared and committed suicide."
 
Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
938
There's no way I can go out and get those drugs. I can't ask my family either. This will make them very upset later. I don't want them to suffer and have thoughts like, "If we hadn't taken those medications, maybe they wouldn't have gotten scared and committed suicide."
Sorry, I don't know if I understood.

You theoretically don't have to buy anything anymore.
Alternatively, only painkillers (ibuprofen or paracetamol).
If you can.

You can be successful with this set.
You have SN and Antiemetic, the most important things.

Theoretically, you don't need anything else.
 
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chestnut

in limbo
May 6, 2024
48
Congrats on getting it! :D MCP and SN are a real solid base (as far as I could research here). Optional: A small shot of liquor after drinking the SN to neutralise the taste a bit and help absorb it faster. Painkillers or mood repressors could help with nerves, but your set up should work nicely without it, too.
 
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Blueth

Member
May 9, 2024
60
Sorry, I don't know if I understood.

You theoretically don't have to buy anything anymore.
Alternatively, only painkillers (ibuprofen or paracetamol).
If you can.

You can be successful with this set.
You have SN and Antiemetic, the most important things.

Theoretically, you don't need anything else.
Thanks. By the way, the company sent the wrong product instead of the SN test kit. So I can't test it. And that worries me.

My mother knows my situation.
And her sadness and helplessness affects her a lot.
I see this and when I see it, I feel like I'm being tortured.
 
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chestnut

in limbo
May 6, 2024
48
By the way, the company sent the wrong product instead of the SN test kit. So I can't test it. And that worries me.
You can buy aquarium test strips almost anywhere OTC. They test for nitrites.
 
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Blueth

Member
May 9, 2024
60
You can buy aquarium test strips almost anywhere OTC. They test for nitrites.
The company apologized and reshipped the correct product. But it will take about 1 week to arrive. I can't explain why, but unfortunately I don't have that much time. Blood tests are also unreliable. Despite these, I may have to get SN.
 
Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
938
Thanks. By the way, the company sent the wrong product instead of the SN test kit. So I can't test it. And that worries me.

My mother knows my situation.
And her sadness and helplessness affects her a lot.
I see this and when I see it, I feel like I'm being tortured.
If you bought from a good source, everything should be fine.
Of course it's better to be safe, but you should probably be fine.
However, getting test strips is not difficult, so maybe you can still buy them?

Unfortunately, CTB is a difficult topic.
For the person who makes this decision and for the family.
We won't get past this.
I also have a family and I know that this will negatively affect them.
I just try not to think about it.
We have to fight battles in our own heads every day. That's life.
Congrats on getting it! :D MCP and SN are a real solid base (as far as I could research here). Optional: A small shot of liquor after drinking the SN to neutralise the taste a bit and help absorb it faster. Painkillers or mood repressors could help with nerves, but your set up should work nicely without it, too.
Alcohol is not recommended.
It is actually prohibited for this method.

SN will act as a poison for our body.
Alcohol will be an additional poison.

The main obstacle to this method is vomiting.
Alcohol will increase the likelihood of vomiting.

An alternative is, for example, a strong mouthwash or some sweet to suck on.
 
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Blueth

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May 9, 2024
60
If you bought from a good source, everything should be fine.
Of course it's better to be safe, but you should probably be fine.
However, getting test strips is not difficult, so maybe you can still buy them?

Unfortunately, CTB is a difficult topic.
For the person who makes this decision and for the family.
We won't get past this.
I also have a family and I know that this will negatively affect them.
I just try not to think about it.
We have to fight battles in our own heads every day. That's life.
The company apologized and reshipped the correct product. But it will take about 1 week to arrive. I can't explain why, but unfortunately I don't have that much time.

The company is a company that sells chemical products. But unfortunately doubt still exists. And yes, family is a huge factor. The situation becomes especially bad when you have a mother who is in poor mental and physical health.
 
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chestnut

in limbo
May 6, 2024
48
Alcohol is not recommended.
It is actually prohibited for this method.
Really? Sorry for spreading false information then. I read it under a post the other day and didn't think it did any harm.
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
938
Really? Sorry for spreading false information then. I read it under a post the other day and didn't think it did any harm.
Relax ;).

In general, only clean water should be used for SN.
I'll even use distilled water to be sure.
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,285
Good luck, rest in peace.
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
938
The company apologized and reshipped the correct product. But it will take about 1 week to arrive. I can't explain why, but unfortunately I don't have that much time.

The company is a company that sells chemical products. But unfortunately doubt still exists. And yes, family is a huge factor. The situation becomes especially bad when you have a mother who is in poor mental and physical health.
Well, unfortunately I can't give you specific, sensible advice.
I am a very poor source of advice.

You have to decide for yourself what is best for you.
This is a terribly difficult decision.
A decision that will affect you and your surroundings.
Most of us have the same problem.
It reflects well on you that you are concerned about your loved one.
I chose selfishness.

I don't know your specific situation, so I just hope you choose what's best for you.
 
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Blueth

Member
May 9, 2024
60
Well, unfortunately I can't give you specific, sensible advice.
I am a very poor source of advice.

You have to decide for yourself what is best for you.
This is a terribly difficult decision.
A decision that will affect you and your surroundings.
Most of us have the same problem.
It reflects well on you that you are concerned about your loved one.
I chose selfishness.

I don't know your specific situation, so I just hope you choose what's best for you.
Thanks. I hope you find the peace you need as soon as possible.
 
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reaasd11

Member
May 16, 2024
19
Hey,

I received SN a few minutes ago. Expiration date 2027. I haven't opened it yet. I didn't break the protected lock.

However, when I hold it in my hand, I hear a sound as if it has become lumpy and hard.

I know it's a type of Salt.

But I wonder if anyone has experienced something like this.


Apart from this, I do not have many medications listed in the guidelines. Here's what I have.

1) Metoclopramide HCl 10mg
(There are only 6 tablets.)

2) Painkiller 500mg (Anti-inflammatory) Active ingredients: 400 mg acetylsalicylic acid and 240 mg vitamin C in each effervescent tablet • Excipients: Monosodium citrate, anhydrous citric acid, sodium bicarbonate, anhydrous sodium carbonate.

Apart from these, unfortunately I don't have any other things.
And unfortunately I don't have the luxury of waiting.

What would you do if you were in such a scenario?
There are other medicines at home, but not the ones in the manuals. Here is the list from another post.
how the heck did u get SN
 
fancifulfate

fancifulfate

You were my reason for living
Dec 22, 2023
31
Congrats on getting it! :D MCP and SN are a real solid base (as far as I could research here). Optional: A small shot of liquor after drinking the SN to neutralise the taste a bit and help absorb it faster. Painkillers or mood repressors could help with nerves, but your set up should work nicely without it, too.
Does liquor really help? Been wanting to chase my SN with a shot of vodka but worried it would fuck with the whole plan to CTB in some way
 

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