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Bunchie487

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beautys pain but im gorgeous
Oct 27, 2025
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I have lost the only person that ever loved me. Ive pushed everyone in my life away. I'm all alone now. I always crave for some one to be there for me but then I fell suffocated and push them away. I dont understand what's wrong with me, I hurt everyone around me when I want space. I feel empty now.

I don't know what to do anymore.. I'm trying so hard to keep it together but now I'm bawling my eyes out in the bathroom. Why me? Why does it always happen to me? I thought there was hope but I just keep falling in the same hole I try getting out of.
 
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