Venting I have no purpose

[why am i alive?]

I have been in Therapie for 3 years and it only gets worse. The only Thing i do is exist. I have nobody that loves me and i have Nothing im good at.
I just feel Worse every day that Passes. I wish i could just end it but im a coward and i have Nothing to do it with. Im also scared of surviving. I dont want to be locked up again i cant do this anymore!!!! I just want to scream or cry but nothing comes out.
Has anyone advice??? Im desperate

 

[AnonymousL]

I have been in Therapie for 3 years and it only gets worse. The only Thing i do is exist. I have nobody that loves me and i have Nothing im good at.
I just feel Worse every day that Passes. I wish i could just end it but im a coward and i have Nothing to do it with. Im also scared of surviving. I dont want to be locked up again i cant do this anymore!!!! I just want to scream or cry but nothing comes out.
Has anyone advice??? Im desperate

I understand how you feel.

I have been in therapie for around 3 years as well.
Sometimes it gets better but right now I'm back at almost my lowest point again.

This is not how I wanna live. I just feel like I wasn't supposed to be born and live this life.

It's sad that people don't understand that and make it so difficult to CTB

Whatever you do, I wish you well.

May this hell end soon wether that's alive or death.

 

[why am i alive?]

I understand how you feel.

I have been in therapie for around 3 years as well.
Sometimes it gets better but right now I'm back at almost my lowest point again.

This is not how I wanna live. I just feel like I wasn't supposed to be born and live this life.

It's sad that people don't understand that and make it so difficult to CTB

Whatever you do, I wish you well.

May this hell end soon wether that's

alive or death

I hope u find Piece as well however it ends. <3

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly understand that it's dreadful feeling trapped in this existence, I just wish there's a straightforward way to be permanently free from existing. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[letmejoindeath]

I have been in Therapie for 3 years and it only gets worse. The only Thing i do is exist. I have nobody that loves me and i have Nothing im good at.
I just feel Worse every day that Passes. I wish i could just end it but im a coward and i have Nothing to do it with. Im also scared of surviving. I dont want to be locked up again i cant do this anymore!!!! I just want to scream or cry but nothing comes out.
Has anyone advice??? Im desperate

I feel the same way. My life is meaningless. I cant provide anyone comfort or the feeling of security so I'm just done.

 

[cosifantutti]

I have been in Therapie for 3 years and it only gets worse. The only Thing i do is exist. I have nobody that loves me and i have Nothing im good at.
I just feel Worse every day that Passes. I wish i could just end it but im a coward and i have Nothing to do it with. Im also scared of surviving. I dont want to be locked up again i cant do this anymore!!!! I just want to scream or cry but nothing comes out.
Has anyone advice??? Im desperate

I'm so sorry things are this bad. No-one should have to suffer such torture.