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crashinout

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Aug 7, 2026
34
im out of friends or people who care tbh

i did that from my bad mental health, i have a very bad reputation

im isolated irl and within my career. i reach out to people i used to be friends w/, they want nothing to do with me. instant unfollows..... no degree. barely any skills to survive now. im just kinda sitting around until i do it. im hardcore alone
 
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PeaceSeeker83

Experienced
Jul 23, 2026
264
Just be a case of the undertaker taking you away I guess. I've known this happen in dysfunctional families.
 
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Captive_Mind515

Captive_Mind515

King or street sweeper, dance with grim reaper!
Jul 18, 2023
850
This is why I want cremation and no service... it would just be an empty church with my family and a few cousins.

It would actually be a bit embarrassing for my family to see so few people. But I sort of laugh when I picture it. lol

Plus I hate religion and funerals. I watched lots of the livestreamed ones during covid in my country and they just all seemed pointless and stupid to me. I wish you could choose something fun, like having your corpse shot out of a rocket into space. With a gps tracker attached, so family and friends could check in to see where your body is in the solar system this week... lol
 
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NoHappyEndings

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Feb 27, 2025
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I imagine no one there. A paupers funeral. I will be missed by no one. No loves me and I have no friends. No one will know I'm gone.
I imagine no one there. A paupers funeral. I will be missed by no one. No loves me and I have no friends. No one will know I'm gone.
 
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Jonah Byrde

Jonah Byrde

20M UK
Sep 4, 2026
44
I imagine no one there. A paupers funeral. I will be missed by no one. No loves me and I have no friends. No one will know I'm gone.
I imagine no one there. A paupers funeral. I will be missed by no one. No loves me and I have no friends. No one will know I'm gone.
In japan they have services where you can pay people too show up at your funeral and pretend they knew you.
 
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fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
992
i went to a service of a friend who overdosed. she pushed away a lot of people through drinking, but also people are just assholes and a lot of what she said and her anger was justified.

it was a small amount of family, a few people stopping by, and usually someone, some spiritual person, speaks for the family.

i have no idea what happens when i die. i have a few elderly relatives, but that's it.

if you are saying you did this to yourself and have a bad reputation, you could get a therapist, then move, get a new therapist, and build a new reputation someplace else. Unless you committed a major crime and have a unique name, people forget things fast.
 
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Jonah Byrde

20M UK
Sep 4, 2026
44
This is why I want cremation and no service... it would just be an empty church with my family and a few cousins.

It would actually be a bit embarrassing for my family to see so few people. But I sort of laugh when I picture it. lol

Plus I hate religion and funerals. I watched lots of the livestreamed ones during covid in my country and they just all seemed pointless and stupid to me. I wish you could choose something fun, like having your corpse shot out of a rocket into space. With a gps tracker attached, so family and friends could check in to see where your body is in the solar system this week... lol
they have services like that where you can turn someones ashes into a firework.
 
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3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
352
I aspect No one too but I don't care much about it and also I think I won't care anything after my death. Tho they do Muslim funeral here and it's just crying your eyes out and then forget in one hour everything, that's the truth. So I don't care about at all...
 
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rosesdying666

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Sep 5, 2026
2
I have no family, all my " friends " left me behind, i'm a used up person at such a young age so everyone thinks i'm a disgusting hoe. Was dating someone but then he lost love for me, i only talk to my roommate and go to work and forcibly have to talk to insufferable people who just wanna use me. But i genuinely dont know anyone that would show up to my funeral. I guess i'll just be cremated and left behind forever, with no one to miss my presence on this earth…
 
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pagalparinda

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Sep 5, 2026
26
im out of friends or people who care tbh

i did that from my bad mental health, i have a very bad reputation

im isolated irl and within my career. i reach out to people i used to be friends w/, they want nothing to do with me. instant unfollows..... no degree. barely any skills to survive now. im just kinda sitting around until i do it. im hardcore alone
which country are you from? Most countries around this world offers free cremation for those who have none. Now I will select gas burning which whole process cost 10000 bucks here in india. Dont be sad about what will happen to body, because by then you might have left it rendering it useless for everyone including you yourself. Peace...
 
FrostNova

FrostNova

Winter's Scar
Apr 2, 2026
9
This is why I want cremation and no service... it would just be an empty church with my family and a few cousins.

It would actually be a bit embarrassing for my family to see so few people. But I sort of laugh when I picture it. lol

Plus I hate religion and funerals. I watched lots of the livestreamed ones during covid in my country and they just all seemed pointless and stupid to me. I wish you could choose something fun, like having your corpse shot out of a rocket into space. With a gps tracker attached, so family and friends could check in to see where your body is in the solar system this week... lol
This made me laugh so hard. You should select a new name for the new constellation
 
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Jonah Byrde

Jonah Byrde

20M UK
Sep 4, 2026
44
I have no family, all my " friends " left me behind, i'm a used up person at such a young age so everyone thinks i'm a disgusting hoe. Was dating someone but then he lost love for me, i only talk to my roommate and go to work and forcibly have to talk to insufferable people who just wanna use me. But i genuinely dont know anyone that would show up to my funeral. I guess i'll just be cremated and left behind forever, with no one to miss my presence on this earth…
Same honestly

Also welcome too the forum sorry life brought you here.
Are you okay?
no. I don't think most people on this website are…
 
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