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louboutinsuicide

louboutinsuicide

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Dec 30, 2025
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i was inevitably left by the person i thought would never. he supported me and made me feel as though i could take my time finding work so i have nothing truly nothing without him now. what can $90 get me to go out peacefully in my room? other than drugs because i would like to keep my sober streak until death
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

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May 7, 2025
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I hear you. It stings especially when finances are part of the reason driving you to suicide and then all the suicide methods cost money you already don't have. I haven't solved that dilemma either.
 
dewasrite

dewasrite

Too old for this sh!t.
Dec 30, 2025
21
Please forgive my ignorance, I am pretty new to the community and have not yet been able to do all the reading about different methods but FSH- don't you only need rope? I mean as far as the items that would cost money… I know that location (anchor point) is also a concern
 
PrincessInWhite

PrincessInWhite

I just want to sell out my funeral
Feb 21, 2019
649
i was inevitably left by the person i thought would never. he supported me and made me feel as though i could take my time finding work so i have nothing truly nothing without him now. what can $90 get me to go out peacefully in my room? other than drugs because i would like to keep my sober streak until death
I would absolutely wait to make the decision until the shock of this has passed even a little bit. I'm so desperately sorry for the pain youre in right now <3
 
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