starrvingstar
suicidal anorexic
- Apr 9, 2023
- 141
after any conversation or action i take i always find myself resorting to suicide as the only option that could possibly make me feel better.
i cant stand thinking back on conversations ive had with others and in middle school this affected me terribly. id leave every social situation feeling drained and anxious about everything i did or said and how awful it all was.
now i usually dissociate so it doesnt bother me later on.
i really hate everything i do and say. its hard for me to look back on any experience ive had or actions i have taken without complete regret.
i cant stand thinking back on conversations ive had with others and in middle school this affected me terribly. id leave every social situation feeling drained and anxious about everything i did or said and how awful it all was.
now i usually dissociate so it doesnt bother me later on.
i really hate everything i do and say. its hard for me to look back on any experience ive had or actions i have taken without complete regret.