I hate being a horrible person

[wildflowers1996]

I WISH it turned out I was just crazy
and I could kill myself and God would tell me when I died, I was delusional and somehow never as horrible as I thought

but that's all it is: wishful thinking
the truth hurts

 

[silence ends]

Ignorance is bliss. Or like in my country its said opposite; "knowledge increases pain".
But pain does not increase knowledge.