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l1ablemistakes

l1ablemistakes

Wasted potential
Feb 16, 2026
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I'm lucky it doesnt bruise as much as I thought it would. My throat still feels a little crushed. But I keep working and acting like all is well. Occasionally I get patients in for this exact reason. Because the pressure takes weeks to go away.
 
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Hystearical

Hystearical

In tears
Jul 23, 2022
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Wishing you luck. Must be extremely taxing.

Sorry, didn't mean to be combative in any way in your other thread
 
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kouna

Soon CTB by fsh
Dec 14, 2025
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I'm lucky it doesnt bruise as much as I thought it would. My throat still feels a little crushed. But I keep working and acting like all is well. Occasionally I get patients in for this exact reason. Because the pressure takes weeks to go away.
Ru a doctor or nurse?
 
joey2424

joey2424

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Nov 2, 2025
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I can't imagine how difficult that must be. It's been so uncomfortable since I've been actively suicidal and making my plans to ctb that I still have to perform like I'm fine and like I care about my job. Making an attempt and having to go back to that seems absolutely horrible. I'm sorry.
 
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woodlawntap2012

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Jan 10, 2026
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God, I'm so sorry. That's really emotionally taxing. I haven't attempted yet, but I'm struggling to keep appearances and my quality of work up when I feel so miserable. Lots of empathy.
 
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