I give up

[here_for_now]

I've seen enough, suffered enough, lost everything, all I want is to fucking die.

I have a plan it will take at least a few months to pull off but each day stretches and It's long and drawn out and it's miserable.

I just wish It could be different, for my life to have purpose I just want to catch a fucking break for once but it's simply not in the cards for me

Cest la vive

 

[Ben 111]

Life is not worth it

 

[Broken@25]

In the same position I have one last thing to finish. It would be a surprise to live the next 3 months let alone 6 months, or a year.