Venting I give up

[unloveable.]

I know I can improve but I really dont see the point. If I can disappear asap then I won't ever have to long to be happy. I get hurt by little things far too easily and I just want it to stop

 

[day]

Sorry to hear you're suffering OP. The world is truly to cruel and horrible.

I hope you manage to find peace.

 

[TheMetalhead]

I can relate a lot to that, I dont even want to be happy anymore, I just want to disappear due to my anxieties and laziness.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

Exactly. No point of self-improvement in this shit world that is slowly cicling the drain.

 

[theRetroHawk]

I know I can improve but I really dont see the point. If I can disappear asap then I won't ever have to long to be happy. I get hurt by little things far too easily and I just want it to stop

I hope you manage to find your peace in your own way. The cruel thing about life is sometimes we have to work for days, weeks, months, years just to feel that sliver of happiness and when put in a true perspective it's not really worth it. Just do whatever is best for you and may you find your eternal peace

 

[funeralcat]

Yes same here to everything you said

 

[FuneralCry]

To me it's really understandable just wishing to disappear and be free from this existence as a result, in my case only the thought of not existing comforts me.