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SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

Goodbye everyone <3
May 17, 2024
466
There's nothing to me, I lay in bed all day watching TV shows.
My ambitions have gone out the window.
I'm an outcast, irl and on here.
As a child I remember watching tv and being extremely bored.
I never really aspired to anything, neither did I have the capabilities.
No HS degree and far from being able to attend college.
For the last year or so I've tried looking for something I'm good at, something I could do.
All I found was a passion I can't pursue.

I feel empty, and useless. I can't even talk in the chat because I have nothing good to say.
Does anybody else feel like this?

It's a lonely place to be in, where you feel like nobody couldn't care less about you.
Even the people on here, I don't feel seen, it's almost like I'm nothing.

If my exit bag didn't come together I'd feel dread and hopelessness, but at least the silver lining
of this all is that my exit bag is the only thing I've really succeeded at in life.
 
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Dante_

Dante_

Global Mod
Feb 27, 2025
526
I feel empty, and useless. I can't even talk in the chat because I have nothing good to say.
Hey, just wanted to say that the way you spoke to me that day, earlier this week, in chat meant a lot to me and helped as well. I know you're feeling really down but just wanted to say that you words do have meaning here, they have so much behind them especially setting aside time just to listen and be supportive.
 
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roommate

roommate

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Feb 14, 2025
445
I miss you in the chat :(
 
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AtomicWaffles

AtomicWaffles

hxppy thxughts
Dec 15, 2023
92
I feel empty, and useless. I can't even talk in the chat because I have nothing good to say.
Does anybody else feel like this?
Oof. That hit close to home, I feel you. It sucks in this world but I have to admit i'm glad i'm not the only one thinking this..
 
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katara

katara

tiktok.com/@katara3250
Mar 17, 2022
652
I don't think we've talked before but I've seen you around. I also never graduated high school. I feel like a big loser and sometimes I've thought I deserve to be murdered for being this way, unable to function. i don't see any of my family bc of my situation, im too embarrassed.
 

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