Venting feeling more alienated than ever before.

[Kokonoe]

this forum used to be nice for me because i felt like i could relate to most people on here and felt less alone in my suffering bc of that. but at this point i'm so far gone i can't even relate to other suicidal people. i feel like an outcast among outcasts. i'm truly worthless.
i'll probably just go back into complete isolation, even avoiding contact with others online through sites like these.

this forum used to be nice for me because i felt like i could relate to most people on here and felt less alone in my suffering bc of that. but at this point i'm so far gone i can't even relate to other suicidal people. i feel like an outcast among outcasts. i'm truly worthless.
i'll probably just go back into complete isolation, even avoiding contact with others online through sites like these.

on that topic, i really can't understand how some people are even here. the average quality of life of the people here now seems way too high. so many seem to have pretty normal and to be honest privileged lives. what about the people who have no friends, no family that cares about them, those who are completely unlovable, those who have no positive qualities, who have no way to leave their own home, who have no way to do anything, who have no way to get better at all. where are the people who are genuinely suffering and worthless supposed to go.

 

[korchoi]

I feel the same way. Hearing your story brings me comfort.

 

[Tyra]

Lucky for you there is a group of people who are outcasts among outcasts.

Though I don't know if there is a group for outcasts among 'outcasts among outcasts'.