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BlueButterfly111

BlueButterfly111

Digital Diary🦋
Dec 26, 2024
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I feel very excited and relieved when I think of dieing. My first Sn package got lost after waiting for it for two months, I reordered it 2 weeks ago and am constantly checking updates on the tracking. I get so excited whenever I see that the package is moving forward.

I wanna die because it means that I will go be with my dead boyfriend, and I will be relieved from all of the pain and suffering of living. I'm ready to go, and I want this package to hurry and get here so bad! I hope that it's coming soon, I get very excited when I think about dieing. I hope and pray that my time will come soon. I hope I get it
 
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Jade10666

Jade10666

Exploring the end - Canadian
Apr 8, 2025
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please find peace in what ever you do
 
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Blue Ocean

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Jan 26, 2025
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I feel very excited and relieved when I think of dieing. My first Sn package got lost after waiting for it for two months, I reordered it 2 weeks ago and am constantly checking updates on the tracking. I get so excited whenever I see that the package is moving forward.

I wanna die because it means that I will go be with my dead boyfriend, and I will be relieved from all of the pain and suffering of living. I'm ready to go, and I want this package to hurry and get here so bad! I hope that it's coming soon, I get very excited when I think about dieing. I hope and pray that my time will come soon. I hope I get it
I hope you find the relief you are looking for, I remember talking to you 2 months ago about sn and mine arrived in just over a week
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
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I also just wish to be free from all the suffering of existing, I hope that you find the peace you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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TitianCashew26

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May 8, 2025
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I can understand your euphoria—peace at last, a freedom from suffering.
 
bankai

bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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I agree. An exit strategy is a very nice option to have for when we want it.
 

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