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mrnamoshi
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- Mar 29, 2024
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Sometimes I feel great anger towards this world but I don't know who or what I should direct this anger towards.This is really bothering me, I really can't get rid of this.
This world is truly a cruel place where free will is an illusion.I think everyone doesn't have complete control over their actions because it all depends on their circumstances.I feel really bad when I find out that either people I know or not are experiencing bad things that they shouldn't be experiencing.
I wish I could live in a world where bad things don't exist and suffering doesn't exist.Seems very unlikely haha.
A few months ago I was diagnosed with BPD and it seems like my condition is getting worse, I've tried various things but I feel like I don't want to live in this world anymore.And since I took the medicine the psychiatrist gave me, I always feel sad and empty.
I thought the feeling of happiness that I felt was just a temporary illusion where basically the real feelings attached were all the negative feelings that I often felt.
I wish I was alone so I could leave this world carefree.
This world is truly a cruel place where free will is an illusion.I think everyone doesn't have complete control over their actions because it all depends on their circumstances.I feel really bad when I find out that either people I know or not are experiencing bad things that they shouldn't be experiencing.
I wish I could live in a world where bad things don't exist and suffering doesn't exist.Seems very unlikely haha.
A few months ago I was diagnosed with BPD and it seems like my condition is getting worse, I've tried various things but I feel like I don't want to live in this world anymore.And since I took the medicine the psychiatrist gave me, I always feel sad and empty.
I thought the feeling of happiness that I felt was just a temporary illusion where basically the real feelings attached were all the negative feelings that I often felt.
I wish I was alone so I could leave this world carefree.