Venting I feel like I don’t belong here

[stepanch1k]

Sometimes I read about other people's suffering and wonder do I even have the right to be miserable myself.
My problems feel so minuscule compared to what others deal with.
I've got like this conflict in my mind. On the emotional side I feel fucking miserable yet on the racional side I feel guilty to even be suffering or to even consider roping. I just feel so privileged compared to others.
I guess suffering really is subjective and not the same. Both people might say there miserable but even then their suffering is not really equal.
I just feel so guilty right now…

 

[itsgone2]

Interesting. Ideally you wouldn't be here. None of us would. But you are. Must be some reason.
It's ok to stay. Or improve and take a break. Could be a permanent break.
I think that ideally life is lived, but has to be done carefully and with the right decisions.
Fail that and then you certainly wind up here.