Venting I feel like an alien wearing human skin

[LonelyPrince]

I'm losing a friend due to me neglecting them for her.
Even if she makes me happy, she won't fix me. She doesn't understand me, neither does my friend.
Nobody does. This realization hurts.

Doesn't matter who I attach to, they won't get it.
Some might say i shouldn't attach at all, it brings delusions and disappointment. But I'm just a parasite, a parasite trying to live through other people
I'm not making any sense
I can't really make sense while crying.

I feel like an alien wearing human skin.
I feel as if anyone were to rip me open they would face a void.

 

[Hystearical]

What exactly is going on with your friend? They feel you are not paying enough attention to them in favor of a girl you are romantically into?

No one can really fix another person. They can only support them and inspire them to improve themselves.

What do you feel the most misunderstood about?

 

[LonelyPrince]

What exactly is going on with your friend? They feel you are not paying enough attention to them in favor of a girl you are romantically into?

No one can really fix another person. They can only support them and inspire them to improve themselves.

What do you feel the most misunderstood about?

I've just been unhealthily obsessing over someone and losing track of whoever is around me.
My friend made me feel abandoned many times even if they didn't mean to, so I latched onto the first company that showed up consistently.
I'm mentally illed and suicidal, they can't understand my mindset or my thoughts. It's mostly that. The typical person isn't on this site and doesn't research ways to end it.