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blank_slab

Crazy crazed person
May 17, 2023
105
I feel useless and boring like no one will ever be there for me no matter what i think no matter what I do no one will be there for me I wont have that best friend everyone has, I'll never have that true love you see people have and i'll never be able to fully experience that which other people feel. I've lost emotion a while back but still in the past year it was sudden and I don't remember why but something happened and I went numb I stopped truly being able to feel the joy and love the people around me feel and the funny thing is no one I know has noticed so I guess that means I'm a good actor lol but it doesn't matter because one day they are going to leave me like everyone else did and i'll be back all alone again with just me, my knives, and some dark thoughts I'm just spitting crummy emotions onto this block of text at this point i'm sorry for anyone who wasted their time reading this
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,838
Sometimes words have to be said to feel better! Nobody deserves to be alone, lonley, without love.
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
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I feel useless and boring like no one will ever be there for me no matter what i think no matter what I do no one will be there for me I wont have that best friend everyone has, I'll never have that true love you see people have and i'll never be able to fully experience that which other people feel. I've lost emotion a while back but still in the past year it was sudden and I don't remember why but something happened and I went numb I stopped truly being able to feel the joy and love the people around me feel and the funny thing is no one I know has noticed so I guess that means I'm a good actor lol but it doesn't matter because one day they are going to leave me like everyone else did and i'll be back all alone again with just me, my knives, and some dark thoughts I'm just spitting crummy emotions onto this block of text at this point i'm sorry for anyone who wasted their time reading this
Maybe you are suffering from Anhedonia. Depression often turns into Anhedonia. Sorry you are going through this.
 
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blank_slab

Crazy crazed person
May 17, 2023
105
Maybe you are suffering from Anhedonia. Depression often turns into Anhedonia. Sorry you are going through this.
The thing is i think im over exaggerating a little because I have times where i feel amazing and doing things just normally and with excitement but a lot of times im in these different moods where i do feel numb and just void of anything
 
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lookingforsanctuary

Experienced
May 14, 2023
202
That sounds so difficult to deal with <3
 
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