Venting I Feel Empty

[IJustWantToDie21]

I feel so empty, I have never actually felt emotion, I don't ever feel happy, sad, excited, etc.
The closest thing I have to feeling something is pain, it feels so wrong but so right at the same time

 

[antithesis]

I feel you... More often than not I also feel "empty" like you, kind of like dissociating from my own emotions. My thoughts are too much and it feels like my body & mind choose to shut down to protect myself or whatever that might be. That makes it extra hard to enjoy pleasant moments, even when not alone, or even to understand what made me upset recently. Heck, I was not even able to describe what "happy" or "sad" or "angry" felt to me when a therapist asked me.
I wish I could give you tips on how to reconnect with your feelings, instead I can only give you a big virtual hug and let you know that you are not alone in this, that it's not abnormal ♥
Take care.

 

[Off_Switch]

There's not really much to be excited about these days, so don't feel like it's you. We just have to endure it until we die. Our peace will come one day.