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pedro3211

Experienced
Jun 10, 2026
206
I feel like there's nothing left of me. I feel so empty. I feel so worthless and exhausted.
 
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YourLocalEdgelord

YourLocalEdgelord

"You take my life, I fail to die"
Feb 3, 2026
184
I know the feeling. The longer I've lived with the desire to CTB, the more parts of me that once mattered have died. My art, my writing... I used to do these things several hours a day, now I bedrot. I finish an artwork once per year, if I'm lucky. I feel like an undead, cursed to wander aimlessly.
 
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Manfrotto99

Mage
Oct 10, 2023
536
Same here - I just see no point in trying anymore - it's so much effort and energy that I don't have - just for nothing...no enjoyment and just to be used and made a laughing stock of by others.
 
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I wish I never existed.
Aug 20, 2025
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Same. These days I'm just a lifeless husk. I'm dead inside. It sucks.
 
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Insufficent

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Jul 13, 2026
25
Three days till work starts. Back to the cubicle to push some papers. I didn't rest nor enjoyed life on thus summer. Moslty just doomscrolled through end-of-the-worl d news. All I can say that this world is in deep shit.
 
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