Story I failed

[Blackoutchange]

If anyone here knows me or my last posts or not, whatever
I just needed to get this off my chest
I tried to cut my throat, it failed. The fucking knife was duller than i thought
Now everyone at the uni looks at me like i dont see them ogling my wounds
And the professors are concerned too but i dont give a fuck, i want to die and i want these fuckers to stop looking at me

 

[tbh2023]

If anyone here knows me or my last posts or not, whatever
I just needed to get this off my chest
I tried to cut my throat, it failed. The fucking knife was duller than i thought
Now everyone at the uni looks at me like i dont see them ogling my wounds
And the professors are concerned too but i dont give a fuck, i want to die and i want these fuckers to stop looking at me

I'm sorry you have to experience this. Of course they will be concerned it's an odd mark on the neck. Maybe wrap it with a scarf or something.

 

[FuneralCry]

I imagine that must be really dreadful, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Don't be too hard to yourself. Slitting your throat is near to impossible to do this to yourself. I'm sorry you have to go through this. We're here for you

 

[CatLvr]

Like @Praestat_Mori says, don't be too hard on yourself. Or the people who are concerned for you. Those folks who are oogling you -- yeah, make HARD eye contact with them and stare those motherfuckers down. I'm so sorry you are going through this.

 

[dontwakemeup]

I'm so sorry. Waking up alive is a horrible feeling/ experience. If you don't want people asking about your scars, you can always buy a pretty scarf and cover it up. It must be difficult having to explain that scar. Be careful letting that scar be seen, the wrong person may see it and have you committed to psych. I wish you the best!

 

[SVEN]

Looking at you ? Well, f..k them and the horse they rode in on ! Hang on in there, ctb by cutting seems like a real hard one.
Good wishes.

 

[SmoolPepe]

Im so sorry, blackout. I know how you feel and I understand.
Gathering all your strength and courage to overcome our survival instinct only to fail is... extremely rough and devastating.
I have no advice or anything, just wanted tell you this even though I know words cant do shit in such situations.

 

[lann.371]

that sucks. I hope you find what your looking for. Wrap something around your neck maybe

 

[cali22♡]

I am sorry that your only path to freedom has failed

I hope for the best for you

Take care of yourself

<3