articledon
Student
- Feb 27, 2021
- 191
Just have to say how adorable you and your doggy look in your profile pic..so sad that that it has come to this LoopyLou but i understand..got me tearing up
BrokenArrow
Student
- Feb 6, 2021
- 175
It's possible, but the images of Nitrate still look white and nothing at like your yellow stuff. I honestly think you may have just had a really, really bad batch from that shitty company. So unlucky.
Keep us posted with the test results!
I just ordered from Amazon the test strips so we shall see in a few days . I ordered two bottles from Russia they both were sealed with black tape so I will test the opened one, the unopened one and my polish one.
Thank you. I had an unfortunate upbringing and I'm tired of fighting against the grain. I'm sure you understand that <3!
Amumu
Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
- Aug 29, 2020
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RegretedFeeling
Student
- Mar 21, 2021
- 103
mini_weeny
Every cradle is a grave
- Jan 5, 2021
- 340
There's a lot of counterfeit stuff in Russia too. I think it's better to get lab grade from a company that makes other chemicals. I found one like that in my country but I was banned from buying in that site. This company makes many other chemical compounds and offers to send the analysis sheet.
I hope you are doing better btw. We all want to go peacefully and quickly.
I hope you are doing better btw. We all want to go peacefully and quickly.
I'm sorry for what happened to you, don't feel too bad, the topic becomes incredibly informative and useful.
I hope you find the peace and quiet you looking for.
I hope you find the peace and quiet you looking for.
Maybe it is a sign that you should give life another chance? Maybe something really amazing is going to happen ?
No I didn't gasp for air. I was at peace
Amumu
Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
- Aug 29, 2020
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I got my water test strips today but I don't know how to use them. The aquarium test thread sounds so complicated . I need it simplified :(
I've never trusted OD as a way to cbt. I've overdosed so many times, using so many different medications and combinations yet always end up in the hospital.
Amumu
Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
- Aug 29, 2020
- 2,623
Hi,
I think you confound the blood test and the aquarium test
For the blood test you just need a small syringe which you could put on your finger, and your blood, and your SN
Then what's interesting is the color of SN when you put it on your blood, there is a scale in an aforementioned thread
Or maybe I'm stupid and you've perfectly understood, it's me who doesn't understand something
Take care,
Amumu
More importantly, how are you doing? Are the "blue" body parts still like that? Do you still have trouble going to the toilet?
No I'm completely fine now
mini_weeny
Every cradle is a grave
- Jan 5, 2021
- 340
BrokenArrow
Student
- Feb 6, 2021
- 175
@loopylou are you completely fine now after your SN attempt? Like, are all your physical symptoms gone?
Just looking for an update, hope you're all good.
Just looking for an update, hope you're all good.
Yea I'm still fine! ( unfortunately still here damn)!
GerMann
year of birth: 1972
- Nov 30, 2018
- 274
loopylou: You seen this for test?
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-an-aquarium-testing-kit-rough-version.18188/
I feel so sorry
omg… I'm so sorry you failed SN too! Probably your SN is not pure enough?
saltshaker
salt shaker, rule breaker
- Jan 29, 2021
- 402
GerMann
year of birth: 1972
- Nov 30, 2018
- 274
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-test-poland-vendor.41693/post-771119
This seems very exact and easy
This seems very exact and easy
I puked most of the SN that I took (20 g in 50 ml water). I felt pounding heartbeats, pulsing headache, and ringing in my ears. My whole body felt very weak, I couldn't stand up or even move my legs and arms and then I collapsed and blackout a few seconds later :(
Amumu
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- Aug 29, 2020
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I'm sorry @IsurvivedSN are you ok now?
Had you tested your SN before?
Had you taken anything with it?
Had you fasted?
Take care,
Amumu
I'm mostly fine now. It happened in late December last year. I was hospitalised for 5 days and forcefully being thrown into psych wards for 3 weeks before my parents bribed the psych manager and possibly someone whose in charge of monitoring my cell to release me from this nightmarish, mentally and physically torturing evil place!
No, I didn't test it. I assume that the locally produced SN would work.
I drank some alcohol so that I can overcome my survival instinct and that's a really terrible idea (I wish I hadn't drink my booze that day).
I fasted for 7 hours.
You too, Amumu :)
No, I didn't test it. I assume that the locally produced SN would work.
I drank some alcohol so that I can overcome my survival instinct and that's a really terrible idea (I wish I hadn't drink my booze that day).
I fasted for 7 hours.
You too, Amumu :)
That's the reason why I believe there need to be a facility were this don't have to be so harsh for us.... that right there was very traumatizing. I wish you a safe journey
That's the reason why I believe there need to be a facility were this don't have to be so harsh for us.... that right there was very traumatizing. I wish you a safe journey
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I don't think that will happen in the U.K. .
it was traumatising I really thought I was gunna leave when I saw my lips go blue. It's my own fault for not testing it
No need. Just test your SN.
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