Got a taste of SN — here's my experience

[pacific]

I'm glad you are ok. Thank you for sharing this experience with us. It is very informative.

I hope you don't mind me asking a quick question.

You said you took two teaspoons of the sn-water mixture, correct? According to Google,

2 teaspoons = 9.8 ml

The mixture was 75 ml, so you ingested 9.8/75 of the mixture. The mixture has 20 g of SN, so you ingested

9.8*20/75 g= 2.61 g

of SN.

 

[sodiumfog]

Thank you!
I plan on doing about the same.

 

[neenie]

I'm glad you are ok. Thank you for sharing this experience with us. It is very informative.

I hope you don't mind me asking a quick question.

You said you took two teaspoons of the sn-water mixture, correct? According to Google,

2 teaspoons = 9.8 ml

The mixture was 75 ml, so you ingested 9.8/75 of the mixture. The mixture has 20 g of SN, so you ingested

9.8*20/75 g= 2.61 g

of SN.

Thank you! This seems accurate, props to you for doing the math! We now know that 2.6 grams of SN wasn't enough to take down a 158 cm, 65 kg girl that has followed the protocol, lol

 

[Carrot]

As of 2008, Sodium Nitrite Lowest Lethal Dose (LO0) for humans is 71mg/kg. For rats, Median Lethal Dose (LO50, different term, and it's rats which may be different for humans) is 180mg/kg. About 50% of rats will die if you give them 180mg/kg.

2.6g = 2600 mg
2600 mg per 65 kg
40 mg per kg

You took 40 mg per kg, while the lowest recorded lethal dose for humans is 71 mg per kg.
Math disturbingly checks out, which is disturbingly calming. How can something be disturbingly calming, that's disturbing.

 

[sodiumfog]

I tried 3 grams of SN mixed in a small glass of water a few days ago.
Was just hoping to pass out in bed for good, but the experience was not peaceful.
I mostly stayed calm, but the onset of hypoxia was terrifying: Less and less oxygen as my heart rate ramped up for about 15 minutes.
I eventually panicked and asked my girlfriend to take me to the ER. We arrived some 45 minutes after ingestion, but by that time, I was starting to breathe a little better.
There, I kept my mouth shut about what had happened and asked to be released.
I don't have med insurance, that 15-min doctor visit was $5,627.

I was put on a 3-day "hold" in the psych ward earlier this year; that was just about $12,500 per day.
The U.S. health-care system is a business.

 

[Zerengin96]

Seeing your own body turn blueish brown is probably the scariest one for out of all that

 

[doomedforsure]

thank you for sharing
help me a lot

 

[Zerengin96]

Honestly, i dont expect it to be peaceful at all. After taking, you have like 20-30 minutes of your mind racing, realising you just poisoned yourself to death. But its still the best option for me

 

[Dante_]

I tried 3 grams of SN mixed in a small glass of water a few days ago.
Was just hoping to pass out in bed for good, but the experience was not peaceful.
I mostly stayed calm, but the onset of hypoxia was terrifying: Less and less oxygen as my heart rate ramped up for about 15 minutes.
I eventually panicked and asked my girlfriend to take me to the ER. We arrived some 45 minutes after ingestion, but by that time, I was starting to breathe a little better.
There, I kept my mouth shut about what had happened and asked to be released.
I don't have med insurance, that 15-min doctor visit was $5,627.

I was put on a 3-day "hold" in the psych ward earlier this year; that was just about $12,500 per day.
The U.S. health-care system is a business.

Im so sorry for what happened to you and glad you're okay despite the bill which is quite absurd but this is just why it shouldn't be taken at all at any doses where the lower lethal limit is reached because sitting through symptoms for more than a few mins is enough to drive the brain to instinctively act before reaching a stage where it'll be harder to treat which is why smaller doses are potentially fatal but survivability is quite high because it gives you time to act. What we hope will happen and what will be reality are usually two different things.

 

[Hiro Uchiha]

This is a very well written account.

I'm sorry for the circumstances that lead you to this.

 

[sodiumfog]

Im so sorry for what happened to you and glad you're okay despite the bill which is quite absurd but this is just why it shouldn't be taken at all at any doses where the lower lethal limit is reached because sitting through symptoms for more than a few mins is enough to drive the brain to instinctively act before reaching a stage where it'll be harder to treat which is why smaller doses are potentially fatal but survivability is quite high because it gives you time to act. What we hope will happen and what will be reality are usually two different things.

That's about right for me. Had no problem with the act of injecting poison or the thought of dying that night, I was entirely at peace after ingesting. Drank 7oz of hard liquor in the hours before but suffocation is just plain traumatizing: Eyes wide open with fear while gasping for every bit of air is not what i had hoped for. SN is easy for me to get, but all the rest has been impossible so far.

 

[broken serenity]

Glad you're ok!! Unsuccessful ctb is hella scary :'/