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NumbForLife

NumbForLife

I was born numb and I will die numb.
Jan 29, 2026
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29F- If someone wants to kindly exit with me in BC with CO I'd appreciate it.

I feel like an observer my whole life with no typical human desires or emotions like a ghost in a body. What a nightmare. I've tried tons of medical treatments and nothing has helped even a bit.

Nothing helped my autoimmune like illness either, I only managed to stabilize it to a small degree. I can't date or anything and don't see the point of living the rest of my life alone after losing my youth to this nightmare.
 

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