Venting I did t get the job

[AnonymousL]

After a long time of not working due to my depression I had a good few weeks. I felt better. I felt like I was finally ready to be a normal human being.

I felt like my depression was gone.
I didn't have any suicidal thoughts for a few weeks.

I applied for a few jobs. Had an interview yesterday. They let me know I didn't get the job.

And my world just fell apart.

I was affected when they called me but I guess I didn't let it get to me, until now.

I feel worthless , I feel like I'm not good enough. I feel like I'm never gonna be normal.
I feel like I should end my life soon.

all I wanted was to be normal. Is that too much to ask for ?

 

[Worndown]

Job hunting is rough. Assume you will not get it, it is easier to process.

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

Hey job hunting is frustrating for most people most of the time. Unfortunately it takes more than applying for "a few" jobs. People apply for dozens if not hundreds before they finally land something. I've known people with great skills and education who couldn't get a job for several years, so try not to be too rough on yourself.

What else is going on with you, is the job thing kind of the last straw for you or is it the only thing you're struggling with?

 

[DarknessAndDespair]

The job market is rubbish, just keeps getting worse, and will continue to get worse.