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SMxj9

SMxj9

30y old from 🇧🇷
Mar 28, 2026
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I've finally made a decision and I'm going to CTB on June 20th with SN. I think two months is enough time for me to organize everything, get benzodiazepines, make a testament, and other things. I'll probably set up some emails to notify people that I've died (for example, if i CTB at midnight, I'll set it for 8 AM).

Wish me luck 🙂.
 
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DivineBreadEnjoyer

flying past the stars
Oct 31, 2025
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I hope you find peace 🫂❤️
 
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DivineBreadEnjoyer

flying past the stars
Oct 31, 2025
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I hope so, thanks. Kinda anxious right now after setting the date 🫂:heart:.
Totally understandable 🫂 tho don't stress about this too much, don't put pressure on it if it makes you feel more anxious, obviously it's all your choice tho I can just encourage you to relax and think about it until you're very very sure about it, a little bit of anxiety will sadly always stay :/

I'm here if anything! 🫂
 
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Matchaaa

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Dec 10, 2025
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I hope you find peace and comfort ❤️
good luck, wishing you all the best
 
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CoKofi

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Dec 29, 2025
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I've finally made a decision and I'm going to CTB on June 20th with SN. I think two months is enough time for me to organize everything, get benzodiazepines, make a testament, and other things. I'll probably set up some emails to notify people that I've died (for example, if i CTB at midnight, I'll set it for 8 AM).

Wish me luck 🙂.
How did you get your SN? It's restricted in Canada
I've finally made a decision and I'm going to CTB on June 20th with SN. I think two months is enough time for me to organize everything, get benzodiazepines, make a testament, and other things. I'll probably set up some emails to notify people that I've died (for example, if i CTB at midnight, I'll set it for 8 AM).

Wish me luck 🙂.
I wish the best for you. I'm tempted to ask why, but I won't ask because we all have reasons we are here
 
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SMxj9

30y old from 🇧🇷
Mar 28, 2026
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How did you get your SN? It's restricted in Canada

I wish the best for you. I'm tempted to ask why, but I won't ask because we all have reasons we are here
I live in Brazil, there's no restrictions here.

I'm Just tired... Living with depression/numbness and PSSD for a long time.
 
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CoKofi

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Dec 29, 2025
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I live in Brazil, there's no restrictions here.

I'm Just tired... Living with depression/numbness and PSSD for a long time.
Yeah, I can see where you're coming from. I've lived long past the initial age I wanted to live until, and I don't want to deal with anything that has to do with life. I've tried many times and I'm exhausted. If only we were born at a time where humanity was advanced enough to treat everything we had, I wonder how different it would be. But that's just a thought.
 
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unluckysadness

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I hope you'll find relief. If only a miracle could happen before this date and give you a full healing from all your diseases (I wish it for myself too but I'm realistic...😞)
 

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