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SMxj9

SMxj9

30y old from 🇧🇷
Mar 28, 2026
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I've finally made a decision and I'm going to CTB on June 20th with SN. I think two months is enough time for me to organize everything, get benzodiazepines, make a testament, and other things. I'll probably set up some emails to notify people that I've died (for example, if i CTB at midnight, I'll set it for 8 AM).

Wish me luck 🙂.
 
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DivineBreadEnjoyer

DivineBreadEnjoyer

flying past the stars
Oct 31, 2025
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I hope you find peace 🫂❤️
 
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DivineBreadEnjoyer

DivineBreadEnjoyer

flying past the stars
Oct 31, 2025
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I hope so, thanks. Kinda anxious right now after setting the date 🫂:heart:.
Totally understandable 🫂 tho don't stress about this too much, don't put pressure on it if it makes you feel more anxious, obviously it's all your choice tho I can just encourage you to relax and think about it until you're very very sure about it, a little bit of anxiety will sadly always stay :/

I'm here if anything! 🫂
 
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I hope you find peace and comfort ❤️
good luck, wishing you all the best
 
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