I ate SN today and am preparing to die.

[Euthanasia]

It didn't taste as good as I expected, and I didn't have any side effects or anything like that.

There is no taste and I haven't felt any side effects yet.

However, it didn't taste bad or the worst.

I ate it in a fit of rage, thinking I was going to die, but what was it?

I was anxious and afraid of what kind of world I would be in when I died, so my arms and legs were shaking and I was anxious, but after eating, I felt nothing.

For reference, I also took anti-emetic medication.

 

[wozhendehaolei688]

Do you feel okay now?

 

[Euthanasia]

Do you feel okay now?

Other than feeling a little bloated, I don't feel anything, and I'm just scared of where I'm going to go when I die.

It wasn't asymptomatic, but I just felt like my internal organs were being damaged.

I just thought that my internal organs would be damaged.

But I'm going to endure this too for the sake of death.

I'm just scared because my arms and legs are shaking

 

[Argo]

No sideffects after 13 minutes seems odd. Is this something you tested? Either way, wishing you peace and luck regardless what happens.

 

[Euthanasia]

No sideffects after 13 minutes seems odd. Is this something you tested? Either way, wishing you peace and luck regardless what happens.

If you eat it, how many hours will you die? I think that as the days go by, my organs will decay and rot, causing me to feel a little bit of pain.

Yes, I definitely took it. I mixed 20g into 50ml and took it.

 

[UglyInk]

Is it really SN? Can you post the ingredient list on the bottle in English?

 

[Euthanasia]

Is it really SN? Can you post the ingredient list on the bottle in English?

The bottle in the picture is an anti-emetic. Do you mean to show me the ingredient list of SN instead of that?

I don't know if it's because I hesitated for several minutes and hours, wondering if I was going to die, and didn't take it at all, but now I decided to eat it out of anger, or if it was because the medicine wasn't mixed properly.

I don't know if the drug lost its effectiveness because I stored it in a cold outdoor warehouse for several days and months.

 

[sanction]

Just to confirm, how many minutes or hours ago did you take it? It was 20 grams of Sodium Nitrite, not Nitrate, correct? And how many pounds do you weigh? even if just approximate range

Just trying to understand how come it didn't do much to you, since its a rare scenario

And are you on any special diet, medication or supplement? Just to see if it may interfere with the SN's effectiveness

Either way, hope you're feeling alright at the moment

 

[Euthanasia]

Just to confirm, how many minutes or hours ago did you take it? It was 20 grams of Sodium Nitrite, not Nitrate, correct? And how many pounds do you weigh? even if just approximate range

Just trying to understand how come it didn't do much to you, since its a rare scenario

And are you on any special diet, medication or supplement? Just to see if it may interfere with the SN's effectiveness

Either way, hope you're feeling alright at the moment

I remember pouring about 19g of powder or so, and adding more water until the powder dissolved. I don't know if that's probably why the effectiveness of the medicine was reduced.

Also, the powder didn't dissolve and stuck to the cup, so I think I just drank it.

After taking SN and antiemetics, I didn't eat anything and just covered myself with a blanket on the bed and waited for him to die.

There is no special diet or supplement, and I had just starved today. I didn't even eat, and while my parents were out, I wandered around for a while out of fear of death, and then drank.

 

[wozhendehaolei688]

I saw so much undissolved SN in the cup. You must be fine and it is best to go to the hospital.

 

[Euthanasia]

Product name : Sodium nitrite
Purity: 99%

Sorry, the sodium nitrite ingredient has not been introduced separately other than this.

 

[DesperateOne]

Your story seems super odd. Was that nitrate instead of nitrite? Also, it seems odd that it didn't taste like anything to you. Majority of people reported that it tastes really really bad and salty. I'm pretty sure you don't have the right thing.

 

[Euthanasia]

Your story seems super odd. Was that nitrate instead of nitrite? Also, it seems odd that it didn't taste like anything to you. Majority of people reported that it tastes really really bad and salty. I'm pretty sure you don't have the right thing.

I just think I did something wrong, but I wonder if there's anything special about this.

 

[DesperateOne]

I just think I did something wrong, but I wonder if there's anything special about this.

Idk, you should be feeling something if you drank 19g of SN lol... People have taken a few grams and were sent to ER.

 

[sanction]

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I remember pouring about 19g of powder or so, and adding more water until the powder dissolved. I don't know if that's probably why the effectiveness of the medicine was reduced.

Also, the powder didn't dissolve and stuck to the cup, so I think I just drank it.

After taking SN and antiemetics, I didn't eat anything and just covered myself with a blanket on the bed and waited for him to die.

There is no special diet or supplement, and I had just starved today. I didn't even eat, and while my parents were out, I wandered around for a while out of fear of death, and then drank.

How many hours ago did you consume it? The fact you're still able to communicate clearly, shows its definitely not doing anything to you. Especially since its been at least a few hours since your original post was created

Probably it isn't legit or authentic Sodium Nitrite? Was it salty?

 

[Dot]

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[Euthanasia]

How many hours ago did you consume it? The fact you're still able to communicate clearly, shows its definitely not doing anything to you. Especially since its been at least a few hours since your original post was created

Probably it isn't legit or authentic Sodium Nitrite? Was it salty?

I don't remember that, so I can't answer. I'm sorry.

I put out the SN, placed the antiemetic, took it out, mixed it, left it there, and checked it out on the internet.

I was so scared that I tried to find out how much pain it would be if I took SN.

After that, I hesitated a few times and was a bit lost, but in the end, I drank it and took it.

If I drank it, I would see strange scenes, like my vision would turn red, blurry, or turn blue, and my body structure would change strangely. To prevent my mental breakdown, I covered my face with a blanket and closed my eyes.

So I just covered myself with a blanket and tried to sleep, waiting quietly.

 

[Thanksforeverything]

Very odd case. A previous user who had "Tested" SN (https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/testing-sn-how-to-get-to-hospital-fast.74903/) reported using only 2g and that was enough to die without medical care. 20g is far above that dosage and regardless of how much of that was soluble in the water, you would have definitely felt the effects and lost consciousness in less than 30-40 minutes at best.

Can I ask how you're feeling right now? I really hope it won't leave any lasting impact on your health, but at this point it would be safe to assume that whatever you consumed might not have been NaNO2.

 

[Intoxicated]

I just think I did something wrong, but I wonder if there's anything special about this.

You can try to mix your sodium nitrite powder with sugar and burn the mixture using a match or a lighter.

 

[Thanksforeverything]

You can try to mix your sodium nitrite powder with sugar and burn the mixture using a match or a lighter.

For what purpose? Is this some kind of test?

 

[Intoxicated]

For what purpose? Is this some kind of test?

Yes, it's a simple test that can help to distinguish nitrite and nitrate.

 

[Thanksforeverything]

Yes, it's a simple test that can help to distinguish nitrite and nitrate.

Oh. I think it could have potentially been an issue with purity as well. Food grade SN used for curing meat and advertised as "Curing Salt" (Not AR grade) sometimes can have purity as low as 5-10%. I'm not sure what kind of effects are supposed to pop up if you consume it directly, but most of the threads here about past experiences are from using SN which is 96%+ pure.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I remember pouring about 19g of powder or so, and adding more water until the powder dissolved. I don't know if that's probably why the effectiveness of the medicine was reduced.

Also, the powder didn't dissolve and stuck to the cup, so I think I just drank it.

That's certainly not SN. Up to 30g SN dissolves very well in 50ml water (20°C).

I hope you are ok.

 

[rozeske]

It doesn't sound like SN, it's odd that it didn't dissolve in the water and didn't taste like any thing. You should've felt the effects shortly had it been SN. I would suggest to go to the ER to avoid unwanted complications.

 

[mortuarymary]

Hospital now. Just in case.

 

[Euthanasia]

Very odd case. A previous user who had "Tested" SN (https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/testing-sn-how-to-get-to-hospital-fast.74903/) reported using only 2g and that was enough to die without medical care. 20g is far above that dosage and regardless of how much of that was soluble in the water, you would have definitely felt the effects and lost consciousness in less than 30-40 minutes at best.

Can I ask how you're feeling right now? I really hope it won't leave any lasting impact on your health, but at this point it would be safe to assume that whatever you consumed might not have been NaNO2.

I don't know if I'm in pain because I just thought I was in pain right now, but since I slept well and woke up, it seems like there's nothing wrong.

I think I received the wrong medicine, and I'm not sure if this is also a case of failure.

I'm trying to think about what will happen next time I shake off all the medicine powder.

 

[pasho25000]

did you get your sn from darkweb? did you test it?

 

[Euthanasia]

did you get your sn from darkweb? did you test it?

No, it's not the dark web, but I remember asking my dad to get the sn, and asking someone who is good at finding and obtaining medicines, and he gave me the sn.

My dad gave me sn.
I even signed it at the police station.

 

[mortuarymary]

No, it's not the dark web, but I remember asking my dad to get the sn, and asking someone who is good at finding and obtaining medicines, and he gave me the sn.

My dad gave me sn.
I even signed it at the police station.

You asked your Dad?

 

[Euthanasia]

You asked your Dad?

Yes, because I can't get SN on my own.