I ate SN today and am preparing to die.

[dggtscccvfd]

Yes, because I can't get SN on my own.

What did you tell him it was for?

 

[mortuarymary]

Yes, because I can't get SN on my own.

Do you have to be over 18 of something?

 

[pasho25000]

on your paper was wiritten cas 963 99 4 nitrit sodium is cas 7632-00-0

 

[rozeske]

Yes, because I can't get SN on my own.

Am not sure if this is a joke but just incase it is not, I would advice you to never get your loved ones involved in yout ctb plans especially your parents. Not only could they get in trouble for assisting you in your suicide but mainly they would never get over the guilt of providing their child with the thing that took their life.

 

[Euthanasia]

Do you have to be over 18 of something?

Currently I am 24 years old and after my birthday I will be 25 years old.

on your paper was wiritten cas 963 99 4 nitrit sodium is cas 7632-00-0

I definitely think my dad lied to me.
But I don't think my dad would want to admit it.

 

[Thanksforeverything]

on your paper was wiritten cas 963 99 4 nitrit sodium is cas 7632-00-0

I couldn't find any info about what Cas 963-99-4 could be. Doesn't even seem like it's a real number for any chemicals.

 

[pasho25000]

I couldn't find any info about what Cas 963-99-4 could be. Doesn't even seem like it's a real number for any chemicals.

same for me this chemical number does'nt seem to exist

 

[sanction]

This is sounding more and more strange as it goes on

Anyways, by this point it's safe to say you didn't ingest the authentic version of it. If want to be safe to prevent health issues, go get a checkup at doctor

Just say you got pranked or lost a silly game with friends, and you consumed some unknown substance. Next time be more careful

 

[dggtscccvfd]

This is sounding more and more strange as it goes on

Anyways, by this point it's safe to say you didn't ingest the authentic version of it. If want to be safe to prevent health issues, go get a checkup at doctor

Just say you got pranked or lost a silly game with friends, and you consumed some unknown substance. Next time be more careful

Probably sodium nitrAte!

 

[mortuarymary]

This is sounding more and more strange as it goes on

Anyways, by this point it's safe to say you didn't ingest the authentic version of it. If want to be safe to prevent health issues, go get a checkup at doctor

Just say you got pranked or lost a silly game with friends, and you consumed some unknown substance. Next time be more careful

Like the twighlight zoon.

Currently I am 24 years old and after my birthday I will be 25 years old.

I definitely think my dad lied to me.
But I don't think my dad would want to admit it.

Bit again, why your dad, doesn't he know what it's for?

 

[sanction]

Like the twighlight zoon.

Bit again, why your dad, doesn't he know what it's for?

If I was never suicidal, or never been on this forum, I would of had zero idea what SN is. At most maybe know its for preserving meat

But since we are on this forum, so to us it raises an instant alarm. For the average person, probably just views it as some salt and CTB may not be the first impression

However, assuming they are from Korea, I heard more and more people are getting suicidal there, due to the constant hard work and burn out as part of their culture. So its probably complicated reasons

But who knows, I'm mainly just guessing

 

[Euthanasia]

Like the twighlight zoon.

Bit again, why your dad, doesn't he know what it's for?

Because honestly, even when I point out that my dad is wrong and wrong, he doesn't listen to me at all, and only listens to experts he blindly trusted or people who are good at finding and doing good work, and blindly trusts only those things.

Honestly, it's impossible to have a conversation, so I have to talk to my dad over and over again because he already has the right answer in his head.

Moreover, to put it one more time, I don't have any experts, people who are good at a job, a network of people who are good at finding things, or any such professionals, and I don't have any knowledge about it, so there are only scammers, so I can't do it alone.

So, whether I like it or not, I have no choice but to persuade my father and ask him to do it.

I'm sorry and apologize.

 

[Relic]

I couldn't find any info about what Cas 963-99-4 could be. Doesn't even seem like it's a real number for any chemicals.

It is CAS 763-99-4. Which is Sodium Nitrate.
Its should actually be 7631, maybe a typo.

 

[throneofdispair03]

if this happened at roughly 2 am, i think it's safe to say that either something went wrong or it's not authentic.

 

[Thanksforeverything]

It is CAS 763-99-4. Which is Sodium Nitrate.
Its should actually be 7631, maybe a typo.

Just for clarification, SN is actually supposed to be 7632-00-0. Sodium nitrate as Carcass mentioned is 7631-99-4.

 

[Sid19]

Mate you are not answering coherently.

Why would your father allow you to have SN? Why can't you get one yourself? Did you ever tested the sn for purity? Where are you from if you don't mind us telling?

 

[enough of this]

It didn't taste as good as I expected, and I didn't have any side effects or anything like that.

There is no taste and I haven't felt any side effects yet.

However, it didn't taste bad or the worst.

I ate it in a fit of rage, thinking I was going to die, but what was it?

I was anxious and afraid of what kind of world I would be in when I died, so my arms and legs were shaking and I was anxious, but after eating, I felt nothing.

For reference, I also took anti-emetic medication.

Whenever you choose to CTB, and by whatever method, I hope your transition is a peaceful one. ♥

 

[Thia]

if South Korea is anything like Japan, it shouldn't be possible to obtain high purity SN

 

[Euthanasia]

Mate you are not answering coherently.

Why would your father allow you to have SN? Why can't you get one yourself? Did you ever tested the sn for purity? Where are you from if you don't mind us telling?

1. I think it's because he told his father he wanted to die and gave all kinds of reasons, and also because he said he agreed.

2. This is because I do not have a bank account, internet currency, or virtual currency, and it is impossible for me to communicate with other people because I am vulnerable to speaking in a way that the other person can understand. From this perspective, it seems like a person who just wants to do this and that, so no one is willing to help, so in the end, I can't save it on my own.

3. I didn't see the testing scene, but I believed that it was revealed that the test was completed with the paper with the purity and name written on it, which I saw in the previous thread, and that it was directly proven, so I just didn't watch it when my dad said he came to see it being tested.

4. korea

After going to the hospital and an internal medicine clinic, I was diagnosed with gastritis.

 

[Relic]

with the paper with the purity and name written on it

There should always be a chemical formula on the packaging. If there is not, or some of the other info is incorrect, the source and the substance are just not trustworthy.

Also, the media and authorities should be held responsible for deliberately misspelling it as "nitrate" in the news and wherever. It is not harmless and currently they just seem pleased with themselves that they could stick it to the people.

 

[mortuarymary]

OP are you ok?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Probably sodium nitrAte!

It was most likely potassium nitrate.

OP mentioned that in 50ml water it was impossible to dissolve everything (even after adding some more water), sodium nitrate is as good soluble in water (20°C) as sodium nitrite. However in 50ml water (20°C) only 16g of potassium nitrate can be dissolved before the solution is saturated.

Anyway this case leaves a lot of question marks to me ...

 

[mortuarymary]

It was most likely potassium nitrate.

OP mentioned that in 50ml water it was impossible to dissolve everything (even after adding some more water), sodium nitrate is as good soluble in water (20°C) as sodium nitrite. However in 50ml water (20°C) only 16g of potassium nitrate can be dissolved before the solution is saturated.

Anyway this case leaves a lot of question marks to me ...

Is all a bit strange,especially with the Dad involved.

 

[Sid19]

Is all a bit strange,especially with the Dad involved.

This. I'm not trying to be harsh on the guy. We all are here with our own set of problems, but I just don't get his involvement with his dad part & all these.

 

[Euthanasia]

OP are you ok?

The hospital said it was just a small gastritis.

 

[Euthanasia]

This. I'm not trying to be harsh on the guy. We all are here with our own set of problems, but I just don't get his involvement with his dad part & all these.

https://archive.md/Jb2Y4

 

[H25pital Order]

Would it be fair to say that:
CAS#: 7632-00-0 pertains to liquid, and CAS#: 7631-99-4 to salt?

 

[Relic]

Would it be fair to say that:
CAS#: 7632-00-0 pertains to liquid, and CAS#: 7631-99-4 salt?

7632-00-0 = NaNO2
7631-99-4 = NaNO3

The fastest way to look them up is maybe Wikipedia.
Sodium nitrite solution is unstable and is rarely marketed, if at all.

 

[H25pital Order]

7632-00-0 = NaNO2
7631-99-4 = NaNO3

The fastest way to look them up is maybe Wikipedia.
Sodium nitrite solution is unstable and is rarely marketed, if at all.

I have. But some users on here are more knowledgable than Wiki. Would it be correct to say that because NaNO3 is pretty much non-existent, diluting NaNO2 into a liquid solution is the only form?

 

[Relic]

I have. But some users on here are more knowledgable than Wiki. Would it be correct to say that because NaNO3 is pretty much non-existent, diluting NaNO2 into a liquid solution is the only form?

Wiki is supposed to be a collective knowledge, except for anything political. Although a lot of information is deliberately excluded from there.
In what sense is sodium nitrate non-existent? Sodium nitrite will oxidize into nitrate when exposed to oxygen.
If you mean CAS indexing system, these numbers exist specifically to identify a chemical substance and to avoid mistakes.