Help I almost killed myself today

[sad_dude]

I was about to jump off the balcony but the swimming pool below has a construction tarp on it so it's basically like a trampoline. Right now i just need some to talk to right now i just cant think straight anymore. Everything is overwhelming. Please i just need someone right now i just cant take this anymore few mins ago my mom literally just said that shes tired of me please please is there anyone here i think im breaking down right now and no one understands me in the real world

 

[QueerMelancholy]

You can message me if you want to talk.

 

[Begotten]

You can dm me if you want brother.

 

[ADBoy777]

Feel free to talk to me if you want to

 

[QueerMelancholy]

Or you can pop into chat too if you want. There are usually people there.

 

[blackwave]

I'm sorry what you're going through right now, misunderstanding and lack of suffort from closest people is really very very sad

 

[sad_dude]

Yeah i hate it a lot, so much that i want to crawl outof my skin right now

 

[feelinggloomy]

So sorry feeling like you are jumping out of your skin … horrible

 

[Henryk]

I was about to jump off the balcony but the swimming pool below has a construction tarp on it so it's basically like a trampoline. Right now i just need some to talk to right now i just cant think straight anymore. Everything is overwhelming. Please i just need someone right now i just cant take this anymore few mins ago my mom literally just said that shes tired of me please please is there anyone here i think im breaking down right now and no one understands me in the real world

It's "funny" you say that because I'm in the exact same situation. I find myself in a moment of intense agony and despair, the only thing I can think about now is killing myself while I see my SN package in front of me. Just no CTB so far because I don't have all the necessary medications and I'm afraid of getting really sick and ending up asking for help in the process. I just wanted a refuge in the world where I could hide from everything and everyone.