parabellum_
" everything was beautiful and nothing hurt "
- Apr 25, 2026
- 22
i live in ny (not in manhattan but very close) and im planning to ctb by jumping since it seemed the most convenient for me.
for anyone who lives in manhattan, are there any publicly available rooftops (or hotels with balconies / wide windows) that i can do it? ik its not right to traumatize others and shit but genuinely idgaf anymore. ill be (HOPEFULLY) dead why do i care.
im always ready to ctb. i just need a way to do it. i cant bring myself to use SN because im scared of vomiting and ive already attempted a few times before and nothing worked. im fucking tired of this i just want to go.
for anyone who lives in manhattan, are there any publicly available rooftops (or hotels with balconies / wide windows) that i can do it? ik its not right to traumatize others and shit but genuinely idgaf anymore. ill be (HOPEFULLY) dead why do i care.
im always ready to ctb. i just need a way to do it. i cant bring myself to use SN because im scared of vomiting and ive already attempted a few times before and nothing worked. im fucking tired of this i just want to go.
