Water-Lily
Enlightened
- Dec 26, 2020
- 1,163
Today was...interesting to say the least
I first spoke to my therapist who told me that I am no longer considered at risk in my treatment plan. She said I have been doing well, though I disagree due to my chronic suicidality. She also said that she is ok with be being on SS, and that so long as I find this community comforting then by all means.
I know I have spoken at how much of a bully and abuser my younger brother has been, though since I have been distancing myself hes been "nice". Today he offered himself to come with me to the cat cafe and I was like "sure". So we hung out and bought food. I am on a diet but, I guess not today. I gave into snacks and some Chipotle
I feel like hurting myself for eating junk food hoping I didn't gain weight but, oh well I guess.
Oh I almost forgot. The supervisor at the cat cafe told me she will let me know of an upcoming orientation so I can start volunteering. They seemed happy to see me.
I first spoke to my therapist who told me that I am no longer considered at risk in my treatment plan. She said I have been doing well, though I disagree due to my chronic suicidality. She also said that she is ok with be being on SS, and that so long as I find this community comforting then by all means.
I know I have spoken at how much of a bully and abuser my younger brother has been, though since I have been distancing myself hes been "nice". Today he offered himself to come with me to the cat cafe and I was like "sure". So we hung out and bought food. I am on a diet but, I guess not today. I gave into snacks and some Chipotle
I feel like hurting myself for eating junk food hoping I didn't gain weight but, oh well I guess.
Oh I almost forgot. The supervisor at the cat cafe told me she will let me know of an upcoming orientation so I can start volunteering. They seemed happy to see me.
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