Discussion How would you rate your life so far overall out of 10? And why?

[hevnsfall]

From 3/10 to 7/10 but it can decline any moment.

I am on medication to control my depression and anxiety and have had multiple surgeries to fix myself. I am helping my family as much as i can and i am working 7 days a week.

It's a constant battle. But the dark thoughts are still haunting me. I cannot enjoy the simple things in life. I cannot find beauty in anything. All i can think about is the fact that everything has an expiration date. Global warming. War. Cancer. Pandemic. Poverty. Sudden death. Fake friendships. False prophets. Putting pets down. Addiction. Gypsies. Overpriced stale bread. Bloodborne pathogens.

I am doing my best each day to improve my life and ctb is my way out in case shit hits the fan.

 

[kirillbledny]

It's a constant battle. But the dark thoughts are still haunting me. I cannot enjoy the simple things in life. I cannot find beauty in anything. All i can think about is the fact that everything has an expiration date. Global warming. War. Cancer. Pandemic. Poverty. Sudden death. Fake friendships. False prophets. Putting pets down. Addiction. Gypsies. Overpriced stale bread. Bloodborne pathogens.

I am doing my best each day to improve my life and ctb is my way out in case shit hits the fan.

I understand that. I always feel like anything positive is simply a distraction from how evil the world truly is.

 

[never mind me]

8/10. Since moving out from my parents' house my life has been pretty decent. I managed to form lasting friendships, have been in a relationship for quite a while (even if things are sometimes quite difficult with my partner) and did well enough academically to choose the profession I wanted. I could travel a lot and learn several languages like I always wanted. My early teenage years were quite difficult, but there were still some good things even then like the time I spent with friends or practising the piano. My earlier childhood was a bit of a mixed bag. Although home life was difficult because of the complicated relationship with my father things were still pretty stable and outside of my home life was fine.

 

[Sterprag]

8/10. I have been kind to other people and creatures and used my life to make the world a better place. I'm deducting 2 points for the times that I know that I have not been nice. I've also been also fortunate in being healthy. Unfortunately, I cannot rate the rest of humanity in the same way. They have shunned me throughout my life. I'll give them an average of 3/10. Strange that I am hanging out here, instead of other folks, who I feel are less deserving of a long, happy life.

 

[lastappleonearth]

Objectively, like if someone from the outside would view it, then they'd probably think it's not that bad. But for me it's 2/10 or maybe 3

8/10. Since moving out from my parents' house my life has been pretty decent. I managed to form lasting friendships, have been in a relationship for quite a while (even if things are sometimes quite difficult with my partner) and did well enough academically to choose the profession I wanted. I could travel a lot and learn several languages like I always wanted. My early teenage years were quite difficult, but there were still some good things even then like the time I spent with friends or practising the piano. My earlier childhood was a bit of a mixed bag. Although home life was difficult because of the complicated relationship with my father things were still pretty stable and outside of my home life was fine.

Man that's genuinely great, you can be proud of your progress and achievements

 

[laceydreams]

1/10
could be better

 

[micheal7271]

3/10
- I am suicidal 24/7
- My family is crazy religious, I almost got disowned just because I don't follow my family's religion rule
- I am so far behind my peers
- I don't have any courage to ctb even tho I have the resources (I have enough SN for a successful ctb)
- I am broke af lol
- I got no grit nor passion to continue my life idk even know what kept me in here lol, I literally can't learn any skill
- I am my family's burden like genuinely my mom is a single mom
- My only parent is misogynistic af, doesn't want to understand feminism, very religious, will choose religion over her own kid
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3/10
- I am suicidal 24/7
- My family is crazy religious, I almost got disowned just because I don't follow my family's religion rule
- I am so far behind my peers
- I don't have any courage to ctb even tho I have the resources (I have enough SN for a successful ctb)
- I am broke af lol
- I got no grit nor passion to continue my life idk even know what kept me in here lol, I literally can't learn
- I am my family's burden like genuinely my mom is a single mom
- My only parent is misogynistic af, doesn't want to understand feminism, very religious, will choose religion over her own kid
- When I was 17, I realized I was SAd when I was a child and my parent pretend it never happened
- I cannot fully trust or love anybody
- Even a don't kill yourself cat cannot help my despair

 

[userisinactive]

1 outta 10?

I'm heavily thinking about it but I guess I don't have the courage too?
Wanted to light the gas on fire but I guess it'll affect others too and I don't want that.
The options are just so limited where I am and I hate it
If I do it,I don't want to have any chance of surviving

 

[Realgar]

3/10 sounds about right.

 

[SealsOfTheArctic]

6/10. My life has had moments of happiness and moments of tragedy. My childhood was pretty miserable, my teenage years were stained by SA. It's only when I hit my 20s that I started to enjoy life and make proper friends. My 30s have been utterly ruined by the inescapable agony of infertility.

 

[HopelessBread]

Probably 5/10 so far

The consequences of my childhood, my increasingly worse OCD, anxiety, aging, my increasing hatred and disgust over this wretched body I'm trapped in, watching the world crumble, the unbearable misery of employment along with the inevitability that I will have to try to endure it, my inability to learn, my lack of freedom, and the fact I'm basically guaranteed to eventually lose all of the things that I care about, on top of a myriad of other smaller issues, had led to a rapidly worsening life, and it's difficult to feel anything but pure despair over my continued existence now.

I don't want to be unfair and say my life has been all bad, since there's been a lot that I've enjoyed, in spite of the things that have always distressed me, but as the days go by my life gets worse and worse. My rating will almost certainly get lower as my life continues, since I can very confidently conclude that things will never get better for me, and even if things did get better, it would be temporary, before it all crumbles down again.

 

[LonelyPrince]

5/10. Some people have it worse than me but that doesn't diminish nor erase my own suffering

 

[i_am_done]

3/10

Could be a lot worse. Have so far always had a roof over my head and food on the table.